❦𝕀𝕟 𝔸𝕟𝕠𝕥𝕙𝕖𝕣 𝕃𝕚𝕗𝕖❦

★彡[300 ʀᴇᴀᴅꜱ ꜱᴘᴇᴄɪᴀʟ]彡★

Thank you all soooo much for 300 reads!!( 〃▽〃)
I honestly didn't think that this would get any reads at all lol.

Anywho! As a gift of appreciation, I decided to write a music chapter( =＾ω＾) so get your tissues ready 🧻

Fun fact: Dandelions by Ruth B inspired me to write this book.

!!This took place a few days after Y/N's death!!

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Hmm-hmm, hmm
Hmm, hmm-hmm, hmm

Yellin' at the sky~

Jenken fell on the grassy hill as he screamed at the star lit sky as the tears ran down from his light blue eyes and rolled off his cheek.

Screamin' at the world~

He let the Gods above know how much he hated them for what they allowed to happen. "Why?!". That one word would always be in his questions.

Baby, why'd you go away?

He would also question your decision. Why didn't you just run away like you both promised? Why did you choose this path? Why? Why? Why?

I'm still your 'boy'~

Yet, he knew that he still had a special part in your heart. Dead or alive. He was sure of that.

Holdin' on too tight~

He managed to sneak away from Evaline and sneaked into your room. It was 'heavily guarded' so that thieves couldn't sneak in and sell any valuables. But that didn't stop Jenken. He got in, took a teddy he got you and would cuddle with it when he slept. Imagining it to be you.

Head up in the clouds~

Even during his shift, he would often get distracted by something running in the corner of his eye, claiming that it was you. When he came to acknowledge that it wasn't you, A few stray tears left his eyes.

Heaven only knows where you are now~

He hoped that in another life, the heavens would feel pity towards him and send him to you.

How do I love, how do I love again?~
How do I trust, how do I trust again?~

He swore to himself that he wouldn't look for someone else. Even if it was in your letter, he just couldn't bring himself to do it. And because of that he would cry for not being able to make one of your wishes come true.

I stay up all night
Tell myself I'm alright
Baby, you're just harder to see than most
I put the record on
Wait 'til I hear our song

He remembered when you said that you you would love to dance under the stars with the one you love on your birthday. He also remembered and cherished the song you sore to dance to. It was the song you first played in front of him all those years ago.

Every night I'm dancing with your ghost
Every night I'm dancing with your ghost

So, to at least make one of your wishes come true, on the day right before your birthday, at exactly midnight, he played that song, and danced to the music as if he was dancing with you, hoping you were dancing with him too.

As he swayed with his hands in the air as if they were being supported by a body, he let a smile grace his lips as you started to appear. He didn't question anything and continued to dance with you.

At the end of the song, he quickly hugged your fading body. Not wanting to let go. You held his cheeks with your hands and gave him one last smile before fading completely.

Never got the chance
To say a last goodbye
I gotta move on
But it hurts to try

He regrets not giving you a proper 'goodbye'. Every night he would call himself names for not doing so. He would hurt himself for not doing so.

How do I love, how do I love again?
How do I trust, how do I trust again?

I stay up all night
Tell myself I'm alright
Baby, you're just harder to see than most
I put the record on
Wait 'til I hear our song
Every night I'm dancing with your ghost
Every night I'm dancing with your ghost

How do I love, how do I love again?
How do I trust, how do I trust again?

I stay up all night
Tell myself I'm alright
Baby, you're just harder to see than most
I put the record on
Wait 'til I hear our song
Every night I'm dancing with your ghost
Every night I'm dancing with your ghost
Every night I'm dancing with your ghost