Living Between Our Memories

The Short Betrayal

His hands were on me. And his mouth was on my clavicle. I was breathing deeply and then I murmured,"I'm going to Sydney."

He stopped kissing me and faced me in shock. He had no idea what was going on and what I said.

He said,"What? What are you talking about?", in utter shock.

With his hands on my shoulder, I could feel the weight on myself. The weight of breaking it to him like this. And there was he sitting before me while staring me in the eyes, asking for an answer.

I stammered," The thing is... The thing is... I got transferred... Idk why... But they transferred me... To Sydney."

He was shocked at my confession. And so was I at his reaction. But I brought it upon myself.

He stood up from the bed. He was standing facing away from me. I was in the bed with the blanket covering my half opened dress. He was angry. I could feel him being upset. Maybe I've never seen him so angry before.

I said,"Babe. Listen to me. Babe, please."

He replied,"We were trying to.... How can you break this information like this. We were trying...."

I replied,"Babe, I know. But I can't. I'm not ready. I'm confused. I don't know what to do. And I don't know why I said it at such a moment", with tears rolling down my cheeks.

He said angrily,"Why didn't you tell me before? Why didn't you share this with me? I never thought that you would take such a big decision on your own."

I clarified,"Babe..  I got to to know about it today itself. And I didn't want to spoil our date. So I didn't tell you. I was going to tell you tomorrow morning but I don't know why it just popped out of my mouth. I'm so sorry."

He was still angry. I could see it from his back.

He left the room.

I started crying. I had never seen him this angry. Not even during the time, we lost our baby. He was really furious this time.

He entered the room with his eyes full of tears. He rushed towards the bathroom. Tears rolled down my eyes. He took some time in there. Then he came out, wiped off his face with the napkin. He had changed into his night robe. He walked towards his side of the bed and went to sleep with his back facing me.

And there was I lying in the bed, half naked. I didn't know what to do. I just like that drifted to sleep thinking about that day.

The Sun rose and it was shining through our window. I woke up. I felt something on my hands. I saw his hands in mine and his head on the legside of the bed with his eyes tired from all the crying. But he was too much in a  sleep to notice me waking up.

I was looking at him with my hand in his hair trying to wake him up. He opened his eyes and said,"Babe."

What happened? Btw I love Angry Jung Hoseok ( he looks so hot when he is angry 😏) . But what now? What is he going to say?

Stay tuned to find out.

BTW Today Jack In The Box dropped off. I'm loving this side of him. The beat, his voice, his whole aura and the gorgeous raw music video. As a Hoseok stan, I'm so whipped for this song.

Please keep streaming to More by j-hope.
And give our boy some love for his first solo album releasing on July 15.