Living Between Our Memories

Will we ever be Okay?

Please read this one from homeboy's (HOPEboy's ) point of view :

I don't know why would she hide something so big from me. She knows how much I hate lies and when anyone keeps things from me.

With such thoughts I drifted to sleep with tears in my eyes.

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"No!!! It can't be true doctor. It can't happen to us. It can't happen to her," my face depicting the anger but tears streaming down my face.

I held the doctor's hands in mine and begged her to save her. I begged her to do anything to bring her back. But the doctors have already given up hope. And I had nothing to say to her.

I entered the room and saw her propped up in the bed. She was pale and stiff. Her eyes had dried up from all the crying. That white hospital gown was crumpled up at places. She had an iv cannula in her left hand and red coloured liquid was flowing through the plastic tube into her veins. The smile I loved had completely disappeared.

I went and sat on the stool kept near to the bed. I looked at her and wiped tears off my face as I said,"Aejeongaa !!! Babe!!". She looked at me with the same gloomy expression. And then burst into tears and started crying loudly as I grabbed her and put her face onto my chest giving her a warm hug. But she kept on crying. I shouted,"Get a hold on yourself."

But she kept on crying. I shouted once again,"You need to get a hold on yourself. We'll be okay. Please calm down."
She said in a muffled voice,"No. We will never be okay again."

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I suddenly woke up from the dream. I sat up in the bed, wiped my tears as I pulled myself out of the nightmare and looked at her.

She was sleeping soundly as she has always been a heavy sleeper. She went to sleep in that uncomfortable dress. I took my shirt from the floor, moved her a little and put it on her as she slept soundly.

And looked at her sleep quietly while wiping tears streaming down my face as I remember that dark past. I realised that I might have suffered but there was someone who suffered more than me. I have always put everyone's needs before mine but how could I be so clueless about this mistake of mine.

Then she suddenly turned in her sleep to face other side. I stood up. Went to her side of the bed kissed her on her forehead as I grazed my hand on her forehead and sat there to look at her sleep. I decided to sit there and watch her sleep for a while as I put my hand in hers. But I suddenly drifted to sleep unknowingly.

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I felt something in my hair. The sunlight flashed directly on my eyes as I opened them. And I saw her hand on my head. She smiling at me her prettiest smile in that white shirt of mine. I smiled back and pecked her on the lips as I said,"Good morning love."

She mumbled back into the kiss.

I stood up and sat next to her on the corner of the bed, took her hands in mine and said,"Babe, we'll work it out. We always have and we always will. Cause it's us we are talking about."
She nodded back at me as she put her head on my shoulder and hugged me.
I put my hands around her and hugged her back.

I pretended that it will all be okay, but will it actually be? I'm scared. I'm scared of losing her. I'm scared of losing us.
We have been in a long distance relationship before, but is our relationship still that strong?
Will we ever be okay?

It's hard being in a long term relationship. Isn't it? Not able to see each other, the constant fear that you might lose them to misunderstanding , trust issues and what not. But is it worth all this drama and patience?

Looking at our couple , I think it's totally worth it. Maybe, it really might turn okay. Or far much better than an okay. Who knows 👀?

Tune in to find out.

Can't wait for TheJackInTheBox !!!!!! What about you?

Till then stream MORE and don't forget PROOF 👀.