𝔉𝐚𝐢𝐭𝐡𝐟𝐮𝐥 ℭ𝐡𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐞 .

26

After bri left I just sat in my room and cried cause I truly loved that girl but now she's gone and not even mine no more .

I texted TJ and Draco up to my room knowing naii already left  checking on her sister .

" bro I think I fucked up ." I whispered not looking up at them .

" why  you crying first and why did bri walk out the door all crying and shit like someone ran over her puppy ?" Draco

" right ." Tj agreed

" alright yesterday Mookie and them had forced me to go to a party with them and when we got there I. Sticked with the boys whole time rn ever went anywhere but the bathroom . Speaking of going to the bathroom we were in the middle of shooting dice after grabbing a drink but I only had one drink and a water bottle from my hotel room but a while after I drank it I started to feel lightheaded and my head was hurting so I asked Mookie where the bathroom was and that's the last thing I remember I woke up in my hotel room bed the next morning ." I vented

" so what do that have to do with anything cause right now it just sound hat you have a strong ass drink ?"

" I woke up in my bed my room was dark and I didn't feel like turning on the light cause I had a horrible headache,I was sweating and all that shit it reminded me of a bad withdrawal but it couldn't be that cause I never took anything that night but then TJ came to get me and then we came back here what I didn't know was that there was hickeys all in my neck and scratches all on my back bri saw them and broke up wit me and she blocked me on everything."

" nigga -... did you Take a drug test ?" Draco said in a low tone

" no

" if you was gon cheat why you ain't check yourself in the morning or in my car negro I thought I taught you better-" Tj said before I cut him off.

" that's the whole problem I truly don't remember what happened and I don't even know where hey came from like I would never cheat on her i literally have her initials tatted on me why would I do some shit like that ."

" you say that but we all know them things ain't appear from thin air ." Draco said

" yea heavy on that cause you saying you don't know even though thats proof enough makes it sound like a lie so I could see why she was low key mad and hurt ." Tj said

" I truly Never cheated on her like I deadass don't know where they came from and I don't have no reason to lie to either of you so you know I'm being deadass when I say I truly don't know where they came from."

" we believe you bro but she don't ."

" we have to find out exactly what happened that night cause something ain't right ." Tj said

" yea bro I have a bad ass feeling ."

" do you know anyone that could've done something to you ?" Tj asked

" why would someone do somethin- "

Nah I know someone who would

" yea actually I do ."

Just a couple more months that's I have to wait and then nobody could stop me from being in his life .

You all just have to watch and see ....

And then who can stop us from being tied to each other in the long run .

I been in my room ever since I left his house and haven't came out .

I deadass never thought he would do this to me .

Like he says he don't know where they came from but how he expect me to believe that when he has all them damn marks on him .

But there's nothing I could do but move on cause clearly he doesn't want me .

I just have a couple questions

Why ?

Was she prettier than me or something?

Why her against me ?

What happened to us for ever ?

I trielt miss him so much but I'm not finna look like no weak in the knees ass bitch and come running back to no nigga especially without knowing what truly happened and without have closure .

I'm 21 I have a whole life ahead of me and I can't just let all that go just cause i got my heart broken imma just thug it out and move on. Maybe find someone new to live but i know that's gonna be hard cause of how attached I was to him and how much I loved him .