Caleb hasn't been in school for a while. I miss him. I miss him so much it hurts.
It's like my will to live has been ripped away from me.
I just want to see him. I want to smell him. I want to feel him. Taste him. Be part of him.
I. Want. Him.
Why is he ignoring me? Is he mad about what I did to her. Was she really that important to him?
I should be more important.
Why won't he look at me? Love me? Why does he care more for her than me.
I'm the one that loves him. The one who risks EVERYTHING for him. And yet...
Yet...
...
Does he even love me?
