I feel my blood boil up. I have given him everything and he still chooses her.
The audacity.
I feel every inch of my veins pop as they fill up with anger. The thought that he would betray me like this.
Caleb.
The person I love most in the entire world. The person I am to be betrothed to. The person who my whole heart implodes for. The person who I have followed faithfully since I met him 7 years ago. The person who my life and body belongs to. The person-
I feel myself deflate.
Tears slowly start to blind my vision. Leaving the scene in front of me blurry. I can't even read what the teacher is writing on the whiteboard anymore. Not that I care for trigonometry or anything.
I can't help but forgive Caleb. He's my God after all. The only reason for me to continue living.
I don't mind waiting for him. No. As his loyal subject and follower, I WILL wait for him.
I can't believe I ever thought of betraying him.
I must hurt myself and ask for his forgiveness. I must do so to relinquish my sins and these godless thoughts.
