everyone thinks i'm okay when i'm not
that's the thing.
they want me to focus on my studies but also try to be the perfect housewife.
getting shouted at for doing my assignments for this course which i was practically forced to do cause despite the fact that i wanted to do another one.
i'm forced to do this and i get in trouble as the course which they made me do requires too much.
literally the only good thing that came out of this was my friends.
i'm supposed to get good grades whilst doing housework, trying to be a good wife.
not even once have they thought to ask me if i'm okay and how i'm feeling.
they don't care if i'm stressed out as long as their image in fucking society isn't ruined which is so fucked up.
i just wanna move away, run away, i don't care if i get married out of here or move out here cause i'd wanna be far away from them and raise my kids right, without them in the picture.
sometimes i want to kill myself or run away.
and on these days i feel like going with the former.
YOU ARE READING
to the woman i wish i could be
Poetrya collection of short poems or short stories trigger warning as some viewers may find some of these hard to cope with
