They believe us to be dead

Dreams can lead to reality

Touya POV

I fell asleep after another long and useless day of school. I'm finally sure that class 1a is on crack. I am surprised that Aizawa deals with them on a daily basis. Guess attacking them is giving him more pressure? But who cares? I mean although my brother is on the hero side, doesn't mean we're the same. Our similarities were crushed as soon as we picked sides. Heroes aren't Villains. Apart from endeavour.

As I drifted away, I found myself in a multicoloured room. I looked around and saw two figures, one left one right. The one on my left stepped in. It was me... when I was younger. The right revealed themselves as well. Again me... in my Dabi form. Behind him was the rest of the league. Behind younger me was my siblings but you know, younger.

I looked up. A pitch black figure of endeavour with glowing white eyes. I always imagined him like this. A scary figure. I look back at my selves, their hands were out as if they wanted to shake my hand. They both had no emotion.

I first went to the Dabi me. As soon as I touched his hand a wave of memories came. All of the abuse, burns, neglect and crying came to me. Watching all this made me want to break. It was as if I was experiencing my childhood again. Wasn't this the reason I became Dabi? I pulled my hand away and looked at Dabi me with wide eyes. After I caught my breath I turned to younger me. I wonder what he would offer me.

I walked over to him and touched his hand. Another set of memories came over me. This time they were different. All of the love, happiness, achievements and gratitude was now being shown. It was as if I was with my siblings and mother again. Wasn't this the reason why I stayed as Touya? As I pulled away, I found myself back in the middle of the room, between the two of me. But they both looked like they were going to attack.

Suddenly all anger, happiness, neglect, pride, abuse and love surrounded my brain. I couldn't  do anything but scream and cover. I had never felt so much emotional pain ever since the forest incident.

Suddenly I felt a splash of cold water and woke up still paranoid. I couldn't breathe at all. I saw class 1a shouting but the sight of them were covered by blue flames! I'm burning! I heard Oboro and others shout "Kaso!!!". My flames became bigger and as tears spilled in my face I screamed "DON'T COME NEAR ME!! YOU'LL BURN!!!". I was having a major panic attack. I was feeling like the oxygen was being sucked out of me!

All of a sudden, my flames disappeared. Eraser was their with his red eyes. He looked at me with concern. I was still panicking and he, without warning, ran to hug me. He rocked me while quietly saying "It's okay, I got you" and I buried my face into his shoulder. I felt a weird feeling of warmth that I had only ever felt with the lov. It was a feeling that reminded me of my siblings.

I felt sleepy. I began to think of whether I was right or wrong about heroes. Are they like villains? Maybe we are the same but with different motives? Maybe there is a line between revenge and justice? How could I know. Plus, the lov always did this when I burn up. I can finally actually see the similarities between them and 1a. I wanted to think more but I felt myself going to sleep.

The next morning (Still Touya)

I woke up as if nothing had happened. I checked my phone and it was 5 in the morning. Eraser had bought me and Oboro a phone and a laptop each. Nobody would be awake, especially when it's a Saturday. I sneaked in the bathroom and brush my teeth. Surprisingly I only got one new burn from my quirk.

I didn't eat yet because I wasn't hungry. God, I am going to have to explain a lot to Eraser and Oboro. I decided to do some research. I know Toga's and Twice's past so I wanted to know Shiggy's. Even though nobody knows mine, doesn't mean I can't hack to find his past. I did a gentle evil chuckle as I open my laptop.

Before you ask I like to call myself a pro hacker (Au) due to the fact I can hack into UA's security system and anyone's digital footprint. If someone does anything on a device and I want to know what; I would hack them easily. Obviously Shiggy wouldn't keep his past on a computer. However, with the amount of time I have been with him, I know afo would've written it on his online personal journal.

I hacked into afo's computer files and I had something juicy. Apparently Shiggy's real name is Tenko Shimura, he decayed his whole family and no one helped him apart from afo. How sad, but there's more. He is the grandson of Nana Shimura, afo's enemy at the time, and afo is grooming Shiggy and... using him. He doesn't care for him at all! Is this why Shigaraki hates all might? Only because of afo? I wish I could do something about it. He is as misunderstood as us all.