Beautifully Broken

Chapter Four

*short chapter/filler*

🎶Said you love but you only love yourself🎶

Friday November 16th , 2018 12:30pm

You all ready to go ?" Ms. Dee my favorite nurse here at Tucker's asked handing me my phone back.
"Yeah I think so. I'm so ready to get outta here." I exclaim. I've been in here for two almost three weeks. Trey has been calling me everyday apologizing and talking about how much he has changed in 15 days. I want to believe it I highly doubt it.
"Who's here to pick me up ?" I asked hoping she would say anybody other than Ms. Kendra.
"Kendra." She says with a slight smirk. "I know you don't quite like her but be nice. You made progress here don't ruin it being petty." She said with a stern look on her face. Even though Ms. Dee is only 23 which isn't that much older than me I see her as an elder and I respect her a lot.
"Okay fine but that doesn't change the fact that I really STRONGLY dislike her. But I'll play nice for now." I said meaning I will play nice until tomorrow.
"Brianna is ready for discharge." Ms. Dee said to the nurse male nurse at the door as he waited beside the door with a wheelchair.
"Do I have to sit in a wheelchair ?" I asked annoyed.
"Yes ma'am." The male nurse responded. I sat in the chair and put my feet on the resting pedals as I he pushed me out the door and towards the elevator. When I got on the correct floor I saw Ms. Kendra waiting for me at the front desk.
"You ready ?" She asked looking in my direction.
"Mhm" I stated with a slight attitude.
*In the
"When we get back we need to stop by the office so Ms. Tasha can speak with you." She said while pulling out of the hospital parking lot.
"Why !" I asked with attitude.
"She just wants to talk to you Brianna come on now don't be like that." She responded
We pulled into the parking lot of the complex in silence and got out.
"Can I drop my stuff off first ?" I asked.
"Yeah" She said walking towards the office
*The office*
"So I called you in here today because I wanted to ask you a couple things. First you know the rule about giving keys to your boyfriend ?" Mrs. Tasha asked.
"Yes. Why you asking me that ?" I questioned.
"Well because we caught your boyfriend I believe unlocking your door with a key and we asked him to give us the key and leave." She stated.
"Mrs. Tasha I promise you I did not give him a key." I said defending myself. Why was he even trying to get into my apartment knowing I was in the hospital.
"I believe you Bri. That's not why I called you down here. I wanted to ask you what happened to your lip and eye ?" She asked almost staring into my soul.
"Um what you mean ?" I asked.
"Even thought it's almost healed now Kendra told me what your face looked like before she dropped you off. If there's something going on and you are feeling unsafe you can always let me know."
"What do you mean unsafe I'm good" I responded slightly defensive.
"Brianna I can't help you if you don't be truthful with me." She said
"Everything is okay. Is that all you needed from me ?" I asked getting up ready to go.
She looked at me for a while then said yes and let me leave. I walked back to my apartment with tears in my eyes. Not only was I sad and angry but I also felt embarrassed. I'm embarrassed because I never thought I would be the one going through something like this. I'm embarrassed because I don't know how to stand up for myself. I'm embarrassed because even after all this I still love him. I unlock the door to my apartment and break down crying barely closing and locking the door.
"Aww baby I'm so sorry I did this to you. I never want you to cry over me putting my hands on you. Imma get help." I hear a voice that I don't wanna hear right now say.
"Speak of the fucking devil bro what are you doing here ? You gotta go man. I can't deal with you and your mood swings today. If you wanna hit me fine just do it and get out!" I yelled through my tears.
"Just let me be here for you." He said calmly reach down to help me stand up. Without saying a word he led me to the room, laid me on the bed, turned the light off, got in the bed behind me, wrapped his arm around me and before I knew it I fell asleep in his arms.

December 1st, 2018  5:00P.M.

"What the fuck are you talking about Lamont damn." I yelled getting annoyed with this conversation. Me and Tray are right back where we started arguing everyday the only difference is he hasn't put his hands on me since before my hospital visit.
"I'm talking about your messages with this Davon nigga that you told me was your brother you telling that nigga you love him and shit. You been fucking that nigga behind my back bro ?" He asked as he stepped closer to me.
"NO! You asked me like 5 times already. The answer is still the is still no. He is my brother I'm done with this conversation." I said as I tried to walk past him. "Man move Tray I'm not bout do this with you right now if you hit me I promise you won't like the outcome. I'm not about to be tip toeing around you no more. I will punch yo ass back this time Tray and that's on my dead sister. I love you to death but I'll be damn if I allow you to keep putting your hands on me. Now get the fuck out of my way bruh." I yelled finally standing up for myself. I'm sick of his shit. I may not be stronger than him but I refuse to be the only one who leave here with bruises today.
"Oh so you bad now huh. Don't mistake my kindness towards you these last couple of weeks for weakness because you and I both know I will fuck you up In here." He stated with a cold, dead look in his eyes.
"Well looks like we both gone be fucked up in here huh ?" I responded not backing down. "So again MOVE" I said sternly making him move to the side so I could go into the living room. I'm about to go to Sade house before this escalates. I said I wasn't scared but I will not take any chances with this man tonight. I opened the door to leave while texting Sade telling her to open the door and I was coming over to avoid a fight with Tray. Right when I opened the door I felt Tray pull my arm very roughly.
"WHAT THE FUCK TRAY CHILL." I yelled. Before I could turn around and move his arm Sade came out her door.
"GET YOUR FUCKING HAND OFF HER BRO SHE COMING OVER HERE." She yelled and she walked towards my door.
"Mind your fucking business witcho ghetto ass. She not going over there so she can act like a hoe in front of you and all your friends. Come on Brianna we can talk like adults." He stated as he yanked my arm and pulled me into the apartment before I could protest then closed and locked the door behind us. He grabs me by my hips and pulled me closer to him.
"Listen I don't want to fight with you okay. I love you and I'm genuinely sorry for all the times I put my hands on you in the past." He said looking like he wanna cry.
"You saying that like you didn't basically snatch me back into the house like I was your child ? Tray please I'm going to sleep since I can't leave the house." I said with an attitude and walked into my bed room trying to close the door before he could get in.
"You know this door doesn't have a lock on it right ?" He asked opening the door. He walked over to the bed and layed down beside me.
"Uh Uh.....living room please. You not sleeping with me tonight." I said in all seriousness testing his patients even more.
"Whatever." He said as he got off the bed and slammed the door with an attitude. Damn I can't believe he actually left the room maybe he is changing.
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*DISCLAIMER*
Please be mindful that this was my real life so do not be rude and judgmental. Do not tell me what I should've done because believe me it's different when you are there.
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