Unpredictable [n.h. au]

pls don't leave me

ok.

last time I updated my story, zayn was still in 1d, but I don't even wanna think about that because it still hurts me so god damn much (I relate to that reaction pic on a spiritual level). yup, it's been a month already & yeah, things are not as bad as they were when all this shit went down, but it's still a challenge and obviously never gonna be the same as before. even though writing a niall fanfic, zayn was my favorite (or is - he will always be a member in my eyes). Technically, zayn and niall are my two faves but zayn was my soft spot. I could go on and on talking about what it was like when I heard the news, but I'd rather not dwell on it. It still hurts a lot to even think about it, but I'm just happy if Zayn's happy. As for the other boys, I'll always be here to support them (yo still going to otra). once ur 1d af it sticks with u foreva.

lmao but on a serious note, I am so so so sorry for not updating this story frequently. My schedule is intense atm. I'm graduating high school in like 2 weeks and just finished up my last golf season (yes I do play golf). On top of that, getting college shit done, I had prom, student council, volunteer work, etc. Literally I come on wattpad to read stories whenever I can but rarely have time to update. I promise, however, that I will begin to update more frequently after graduation and everything. Hell, I still need to revise my English novel - curse that final. Thus my younglings, do not fear. I will return from war soon. Graduation is just around the corner and then I have the summer to myself before heading to LA for vacation :-)

but hey if ur looking for something to read I suggest:

cabin three (hs)
motel 6 (nh)
or the sonata series (hs/zm)

love y'all so much.

- A.