CORALINE'S POV:
its been about a month since I and ruel talked about trying out this relationship and now I'm moving out of the van Dijk house and into my own except ruel is moving in with me cause we wanted to try and spend more time with each other as much as we can as he has been busy and I'm starting to catch a cold or something hoping it's not covid.
we are now unpacking the boxes i was in the kitchen and ruel was supposed to be in the bedroom but instead he was behind me wrapping his arms around my waist as i was on my tippy toes putting the cupps away " would you like help with that?" he said in my ear and i smiled from ear to ear "your meant to be in the bedroom sir" i said and he spun me around "this is our house now so i can be where ever i want when ever i want and right now i want to be with you maybe a little less clothed but i want to be with you" he said kissing along my neck and whispering in my ear sending shivers down my spine " no we are to finish this house before we do anything" i said pointing my finger in his face and smiling at him " come on coraline its been forever since we last had sex and I'm craving you " damn is he really that desperate " ruel I'm not feel the best and i haven't for a week " i said and his face kinda went pale " wait when did we last have sex?" he said and i wanted to laugh " why doyou wanna keep count?" i said giggling " i mean we can but if your not feeling well and you haven't for a while and that can mean a thing or two so i just want to know ?" he said and i didn't get it " I'm sorry I'm not quite getting your point" i said confused "coraline your could be pregnant or you could the flu" he said and i bursted out into laughter " you think I'm pregnant you have a good sense of humour my guy" i said hitting his chest lightly and laughing " coraline I'm being serious i think you shouldat least take a test " he said now having a straight face that slowly turned into slight smile now resting his face " fine ill take the test" i said and he let out a loud sigh as if he was relieved "thank you" he said and i smiled walking back to the cups " that doesn't mean I'm pregnant i know I'm not " i said being indenial and certain " that's what the test is for" he said before leaving the house to go to the pharmacy.
while he was gone i had finished the cups and now im on the spare bedroom, as i was unpacking a box i heard the door open and then ruel speaking but i had the urge to vomit so i sprtinted to the bathroom and threw up in the toilet sitting there for a bit " babyar you in here?" ruel said and i smiled know he was there but also cause he called me baby " yea im in here" i said sounding terrible and flushing the toilet then sitting on it letting him in " hey is everything ok ?" he said and i shock my head as i put my hands through my hair and resting my elbows on my knees " ok well this is the test but i can stay if you need to be sick again?" he said making me smile about how much he cared about me " um yea I'll be fine lets just get this over and done with" i said standing up and opening the box to the test " ok ill be in there alright just yell out if you need me " he said pointing to the door and then kissing my forehead " ok illbe out soon" i said and he left smiling at me and i took a deep breath before starting to take the test.
how does pee on a stick do anything it doesn't make sense, i finished taking the test and i fliped it over and held it in my hands wanting to cry and walking out to ruel and he stood up intsanly " jeez im not the queen chill" i said smiling at him " sorry im just i dont know all over the place " he said and i sat down next to him and nodded my head " ruel do you even want kids?" i said blurting out of no where "yes this has been a dream of mine since i was a boy I've always loved kids so yes i do want kids"his response made me feel a lot better " do you want kids?" he said lifting my chin so i looked at him " i mean thanks to you and coco i have wanted kids since you have brought it up" i said and he gave me a confusedlook " we haven't spoken about kids ever coraline" he said and my face went blank " oh well then that was aoart of the dream im sorry i keep getting confused on whats real and what was a dream "i said and looked away but he pulled my face towards him again " i still haven't heard the whole story yet tell me about it beacuse you'll tell me a bit and then leave the rest leaving me even more intrigued and i dont find it fair" he said starting to laugh " im embarrassed to even get changed in front of you and you want me to tell you the most embarrassing story that my coma brain made up forme yea noits not happening pluss we never have enough time to talk really so im not telling you maybe one day when the family has started if i am pregnant and if westay together but-" he cut me off " stop shhh stop coraline shhh it ok your getting nervous and even though i find it cute everything is going to be ok" he said and let me breath for a second " and im fine with waiting till the family has started and we will be together because i plan on marrying you" he said leaning in and kissing me and we stayed like that for a bit until we broke apart and took a breath " i think we should check the test?" ruel said and i wanted to be sick again " i dont want to cause i dont want to be excited and i dont want to be disappointed " i said and he smiled kissingme one more time "its going to be fine if your not pregnant now we can always try another time and if you are then we can work through this together ok" he said soothing me damn is he good at that " ok ok flip " i said laying my hand out flat and felt him flip it and his eyes lit up like fire works and then he picked me up and spun me around jumingup and down " im going to be a dad YESSSSSSS" he said making me laugh and then covering his mouth " shhhh ruel we have neighbours" i said still laughing and he picked me up again " are you happy or is it just me?" he said as i wrapped my legs around his wait and both our heads resting in the crooks of our necks " ofcourse im happy ruel cause not only did your dream come true but im now to be with you forever and have kids with the man i love" i said blurting out the last part" wait what ?" he said and i started to blush " what?" i said repeating him " what did you say?" he said and i smiled " ofcourse im happy-" he cuts me off " not that last part what did you say?" he said smiling " i love you" i said nervously but he didn't as he smashed his lips into mine and spun me around " i love you to" he said and i smile damn only a month in and im pregenent and already saying i love you
