𝓐𝓝𝓘𝓓𝓘𝓣𝓐 : 𝓑𝓮𝓪𝓾𝓽𝓲𝓯𝓾𝓵 𝓢𝓲𝓷 ( 𝓞𝓢 / 𝓣𝓢 / 𝓢𝓢 ) (Complete ✅)

💕 𝓢𝓬𝓪𝓻𝓮𝓭 𝓣𝓸 𝓛𝓸𝓿𝓮 ( 𝓟𝓪𝓻𝓽 1 ) 💕

Bon's pov:

It's been 3 months since I broke his heart...it's not like I don't have any feelings for him, I have feelings for him but...but I am scared...scared to love. From childhood till now all the people I loved the most left me.

Now I am so scared to fall in love that even a thought of it makes me shiver. I broke his heart and I am really guilty for it...he deserve a better life partner then me.

Flashback:

My friends introduced me to him and just in a few seconds we made a great bond with each other as if we know each other for decade and it was shocking for me as I always stayed away from boys to avoid risk of falling in love.

But I wasn't able to stay away from him, he was a magnet which always pulls me towards him. I knew that I was falling for him but it was too late to understand about it because I already fell in love with him.

I did the thing I was scared of so much, I tried to stay away from him and maintain distance but I always failed miserably. It was like I can't even spend a day without seeing him or talking to him.

I thought that it must be one sided love but to my surprise he too love me and proposed me but I rejected him...I broke his heart

"Bondita I know that you also love me then why aren't you accepting it" he said with teary eyes

"I don't love you damn it...how many times I have to tell you. I am ready to accept you...but as my friend not as a lover" I yelled

"I know the reason why you are not accepting me but bondita can't you give a chance to it...just once give a try maybe you too..."

"NO...I don't want to try anything...my answer is a big NO" I yelled interrupting in between

"You don't want to try because you are afraid that maybe you will fall for me" he yelled

"When you know everything then why are you bothering me...please don't force me to do something I don't want to do...please...I beg you Anirudh...please" I said joining my hands in front of him before falling in my knees and crying

He made me stand holding my shoulder and said before leaving from there

"Fine...I won't bother you anymore nor I will disturb your life anymore but still I won't stop loving you, remember if one day you are ready to accept your feelings you can come to me...I will be waiting for you"

I again fell in my knees and screamed on top of my lungs I was sure that he heard that and how badly he wanted to come towards me but he didn't because of me.

Flashback ends:

My friend to yells at me for rejecting him, they even tried to contact him but he said he is going out of Kolkata. After that what I started living like used to but the difference was that now I am not happy nor sad. I am just emotionless...

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I was playing truth and dare with my dada and friends when I got a dare and taking the opportunity my dada asked me to give him my phone.

Finding no other option I gave him my phone moreover I have nothing inside the phone which I will hide but unfortunately my dada saw a video.

The video was of anirudh proposing me... I was shocked. How come this video is in my phone....damn my friends must have done it.

My dada looked at me with wide eyes while I snatched my phone from him and left from there. I knew that my best friend will definitely tell him the truth.