💕 𝓟𝓪𝓽𝓮𝓲𝓷𝓽 𝓞𝓻 𝓛𝓸𝓿𝓮𝓻 ( 𝓟𝓪𝓻𝓽 3 ) 💕

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Bon's pov:

After I woke up, I was taken to a unknown place. The place was near the hospital, it was a small but beautiful house. Nil help me to get inside the house and took me inside a room and made me sit in bed.

After sometime, he left and a unknown man came inside the room. I was scared of him but when he patted my head lovingly, I felt myself getting comfortable with him.

He said that he is a doctor and I felt myself again getting scared of him. He asked me for friendship but I responded to it. He seemed to be unhappy by that and he suddenly stood up making me finch.

He looked at me confusingly and immediately cupped my face as he understood that I was scared of him. He again patted my head lovingly and this time I got more comfortable with him.

I didn't wanted to stay alone in room so when he said that he was going downstair to cook I held his hand and stopped him. At the first I was shocked about the fact that he knows to cook.

He smiled at me and took me downstairs and made me sit in dining area before going towards the kitchen. He was watching me while working and suddenly my eyes caught a flower pot which was very beautiful.

As I love flowers and nature, I started playing with it. When I heard something and turned to look at him only to find his finger bleeding and he was searching for something maybe first aid box.

But he has turmeric there can't he apply that or he don't know that turmeric can also cure any cuts. I went towards him and took his hand before applying the turmeric while he was looking at me.

After I was done with the turmeric, I again went towards the pot started playing with it while he to continued cooking.

After sometime he finished cooking and served me food. Well the food was looking quite delicious. I was about to use my hand when he forwarded a morsel and made me eat that.

Except my maa and dida no one ever feed me, even my father used to feed me when I was child but dida would still feed me even if I am a grown up lady.

I wanted to tell him thank you but wasn't able to as if there was something painful feeling inside me which was stopping me from talking.

So I too feed him in order to say thank you but he was quiet shocked as if no one ever feed him like I did.

After completing my dinner, he made me lay in bed and kissed my forehead. I was shocked like hell. My heart was running in high speed. I could fell my cheeks getting red.

I somehow hided it from him...

In midnight,

I suddenly woke up and look around to find no one in my room. I tried to sleep again but I wasn't able to sleep. I was craving for something maybe his goodnight kiss but why?

I went outside the room and directly went towards the terrace. There was swing in terrace, I smiled before sitting on it. I always loved to swing, my dadu even made a homemade swing for me so that I could swing in it as much as I want.

I looked at the starry sky, how peaceful and quite everything was but no one knows the secret behind the quietness. No one knows the screams and the pain behind it.

I was busy looking at the sky when Dr Anirudh came running in terrace and as soon as he saw me, he sighed in relief before sitting beside me.

"what are you doing here?" he asked

I showed him at sky and again tried to say something but again failed. I wanted to tell him about the story behind the stars but I don't know when I will be able to.

We both were busy watching when I felt myself getting sleepy. Does he have any superpowers? whenever he is beside me I felt myself getting more comfortable with him.

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When I opened my eyes I found myself in my room. Did Dr Anirudh brought me back in room? I was confused when he came inside the room with breakfast.

He was wearing a white shirt with navy blue trousers. He was looking damn ho....oops what was I going to say? shut up bondita...

He made me feed and he started giving me his home tour...

Days went like this. I don't know if my health did any progress or not but one thing I knew that our bond was getting stronger day by day.

We both were getting used to each other. He used to do everything that could make me smile, he cared for me and sometime he would also scold me if did something wrong like carelessly hurting myself.

Today he was taking me out to some place which was his favorite place. When we reached there I was astonished to see the beautiful scenery. We were in the top of the mountain from where I could see the whole city.

It was getting sunset making the view more beautiful.

"Do you know? I would always come here whenever I felt alone and sad, I would scream aloud and take out my pain here" he said

He brought me here so that I can take out my pain not because he wanted to spend time with me and it hurted me. My eyes started getting welled up and I looked towards the city.

I don't why but I again started feeling pain, I again started remembering all the harsh words and taunts. I again started remembering the night I fainted.

Tears were flowing from my eyes like river. I couldn't stop myself from crying. I just can't help it.

"Bondita...bondita you can do it, just scream as much as you want no one will stop you" he said

All the harsh words started ringing through by ears. I closed my ears with my ear as I don't wanted to hear it again and again but it wasn't stopping.

"STOP IT! JUST STOP IT!...."I screamed loudly as I couldn't help myself from screaming

"Stop it please stop it..."I said crying

I sat in ground, hugging my knees tightly while he too sat beside me and kept his hand over my shoulder.

"I never ever wanted to hurt anyone...I can never imagine of hurting anyone in my bad dreams too but I hurted my mother, how can I? I always loved her no matter what the situation is I always loved her.

There was a hope, a motive that gave me energy to endure everything but that day when she said that s..she hates me and she will never love me back as a mother, I lost my last hope my everything. I never asked anything from her except love.

Don't I deserve that too? everytime I reached home from school, college or class. I always wanted to run towards her and tell her about my whole day and everything but...

I always wanted to hug her and tell her about my pain and everything. All I wanted was love from her but am I that bad that I don't deserve that too? it always hurted me. I would cry for hours and hours in night and curse my fate.

I have everyone but the truth is there was no one except my dida but she too lives far away from me. I always wished if my maa could take me with her when she died or if I die sooner.

Everyone saw my smile but no one saw the pain behind it. I was diying each day, each min, each second. What was my fault? What was my fault?

I don't have a mother even though I have a mother...I hate everything...I JUST HATE IT" I screamed while sobbing hard

And then I was engulfed in a bone crushing hug. He was hugging me like his life was inside me while I cried hard in his arms. I felt myself losing my conscious in his arms...

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