point of view - marianna ortez
3 days later..
I heard three knocks at my bedroom door, I sighed knowing it was Jahseh. I haven't really been speaking to him since that big blowup the morning after the party.
Because once again he scared the shit out of me. I just got flashbacks of my foster father all over again when it happened.
I stood and went to open my door. I found him standing there holding a dozen roses and a pink teddy bear.
"What is this?" I asked, leaning against my door.
"I- I uhm." He looked really nervous and it made me feel bad.
"Is this for me?" I asked.
"Yeah," he handed it to me.
I smiled at sat the gifts down on my dresser, "thank you." I hugged him.
His hands lingered just above my ass, as he hugged me tight. "I just wanted to apologize because we did what we did and then I just flipped out."
I wish I remembered. "What happened? Like what did we do cause I don't remember."
"Well first of all you kissed me," he explained. "And then after the party was over you were dancing for me and then one thing lead to another and we were in the bed. But we didn't have sex I just gave you head. I didn't want your first time to be drunk." He told me.
"I wish I was drunk the first time," I joked. My virginity was taken by my own father. Sick right? "But technically I'm a virgin still."
He looked like he didn't know what to say, " anyways. I don't want you to think that I'm just dubbing you I would love to take you on a date or something but I-"
"Are you asking me out right now?" I blushed.
"I was going to but now may not be the right time," he told me.
My feelings are kind of hurt now I'm not gonna lie. "Why not."
"Because I'm going on tour next week."
"So you came in here to tell me you want to ask me out but you're not going to?" I asked to clarify.
"Well I'm going to be gone from October 1st and December 1st." He explained.
"You're gonna miss my birthday!" I whined.
"I promise I will make it up to you," he told me.
I rolled my eyes. "Whatever. Is that all you wanted?"
"You know you're ass acts like a spoiled brat." He pointed out.
"And who's fault is that," I smacked my lips.
He grabbed my face and pecked my lips, "mine now shut up."
I rolled My eyes again and blushed. He kissed my lips again, "just know when I get back imma want you."
I didn't know what to say? Am I supposed to wait around and hope he still feels this way in 3 months. And with the amount of woman that will be offering up pussy every chance they get, I don't know if I could handle that.
"Maybe we shouldn't go there," I offered. "I don't want to mess up our friendship."
"So you're not into me?" He asked.
"You're the one who told me not to catch feelings for you," I stated. "And you have like four other girlfriends and I don't want to be another one."
"Bro no I don't. I don't have any girlfriends just because I smash a bitch don't mean I have to be with her," he smacked his lips.
"You're not making this any better on yourself," I rolled my eyes.
"Okay okay! How about we just see how things go and in December we can either make it official or just be friends like you said," he asked.
"Fine." I was gonna say yes either way I just didn't want to seem thirsty. It's embarrassing.
He smiled at me and grabbed my waist, pulling me into a kiss. He swirled his tongue around in my mouth, kissing me deeply.
He pulled away and smacked my ass, "do you wanna go grocery shopping with me. I wanted pizza rolls for lunch."
"You want me to make them from scratch or just from the bag?" I asked.
"From the bag and I want some wings too, the way you made them last time." He explained.
