point of view - jahseh onfroy
"Take it or leave it, I'm not playing this game with you."
"I- I'm not playing games marianna damn," I smacked my lips.
"We can be friends."
"I'm not tryna be your friend," I admitted. "And you already know that so quit this game you're playing."
"I'm not playing no games jahseh I don't want to be with someone like you! You are the exact kind of man that I'm afraid of!" She yelled at me.
"Stop fucking yelling at me!" I yelled back.
Yo just let me put my dick in her mouth and shut her ass up.
Nah let me slap this bitch.
Shhhhhh you're gonna scare her away again, don't you want jahseh to be happy? He's never gonna be happy with you too!
I shook my head, trying to get the voices to quiet down.
I took a deep breath. "Please don't yell at me." I asked quietly.
She looked at me before nodding her head, "sorry."
"I don't want to just be your friend," I told her.
"I don't want to just be your friend either, but I meant it I don't want to be with someone like you."
"What's someone like me?" I asked.
"You hurt me. Mentally and physically."
"I'm sorry, marianna. I took my medicine for last three days straight, I forgot it here that's why I wasn't on them."
She nodded her head.
"Forgive me, baby?" I smirked at her.
She blushed and looked away from me, still trying to be mad.
I sure know how to flirt my way out of anything.
"Alright," she gave in. "But you have to promise to stay on your meds. No more forgetting you need to get a alarm or something on your phone."
I nodded my head in agreement. "I promise."
She smiled as I grabbed her, pulling her on my lap. She draped her arms around my shoulder and I held her waist, looking at her lips.
I leaned in and connected our lips, kissing her passionately.
She slightly moaned as she started rubbing herself against me, instantly making my dick hard.
"Bae chill," I said against her lips before sticking my tongue in her mouth, exploring her some more.
Seconds later she pulled away, red in the face. "We gotta chill out," she smiled.
"Yeah you Needa chill out," I joked, rubbing her thighs.
She smirked and climbed off my lap, "yeah yeah."
"Imma miss you," I admitted.
"Really?"
"Yes really."
She smiled and sat beside me, "well you'll see me soon and we can FaceTime."
"It's not the same I wanna kiss you and hold you," I explained as I wrapped my arm around her.
