yall sorry i been gone, i jus found out........................... Im fuckin pregnant yall wtf
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~ Marianna Ortez ~
"So..." Jahseh started.
He just looked at me awkwardly, not speaking.
"So?"
"What's going on with you?" He asked me hesitatntly.
"What do you mean?"
"You just seem different, you seem agitated for one. And you just been real quiet and low on energy all night. All we've done is grab food."
"Nothing I just aint been feeling good I ate some bad seafood earlier it messed up my stomach real bad thats all," I lied.
He sighed and shook his head, "Maybe if you smoke it'll help." He tried to pass me the blunt and i scoffed.
"Nigga I just fuckin said no, like why the fuck don't you listen?" I smacked my lips and pushed the blunt away.
He just looked at me and made a face.
"Matter of fact can you just take me home, like for real I'm over this. I want to go home."
He rolled his eyes, "You one ungrateful as bitch you know that."
"Oh fucking well," I crossed my arms. "Take me home and quit dealing with me then."
"Oh yeah I will, I'm coo off you for real."
"Good cause I been coo off you for a minute already," I confessed.
I could tell that shit hurt his feelings but I lowkey really didn't give a fuck. Cause why do you sit here and keep not listening to me but you think I'm gonna sit here and keep playing nice. No. I'm really sick of him.
And now this nigga went and got me pregnant. I really hate him for real.
"Why?" He asked.
I looked at him like he was stupid, "what do you mean why? You treat me like shit and beat on me and then turn around and wanna buy me stuff and give me money and take me on dates and you think that makes shit okay."
"I thought we were moving past that," he sighed.
"Please miss me with the bullshit and kiss my ass. Urgently." I rolled my eyes.
"We're never gonna be able to get past it huh?" He frowned.
"I really cant stand you," I spat.
He didn't say anything else, taking another long drag from his blunt before putting it out and turning the heater back on since it was getting kind of cold.
"I'm sorry, Marianna. I really am and I want to do better, I want to be better."
"Then be better what are you telling me for?" I shrugged.
"Because I want you," he admitted.
"Thought you was coo off me," I chuckled. This nigga is never coming up off me.
"I love you," he admitted.
Hearing those words made me soften a little bit. Maybe I was being too hard on him. Maybe I was being too mean.
Some part of me wanted to fall into his trap. But another part of me already knew it was just a trap.
What do I do?
What did I do to end up here?
"I love you, too."
He smiled, "can I take you to get your gift and then I'll take you home after? I promise."
I sighed, "Fine. I guess thats okay."
We drove for a little bit and once we were in the familiar area I recognized as Jahseh's neighborhood, he blind folded me.
I was hesitant to let him but in the end I allowed it.
I felt the car slowly come to a stop and Jahseh finally spoke, "I'm gonna come help you out, don't take the blindfold off yet."
I listened to what he said and just sat still in my seat. I heard his door open and close and seconds later also heard my door open. I felt him reach across me and unbuckle my seatbelt before grabbing my hands and slowly helping me out.
I took a few steps before hearing the door close behind me.
"Okay.... take it off."
I slowly removed the blindfold to find a white Mercedes Benz parked in front of me decorated by a big gift bow.
My jaw dropped, "You bought me a car?"
My eyes travelled over the white Mercedes Benz and filled with tears. "Oh my god!"
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"It's all for you baby, in your name and paid in full." He explained as I walked over to the car, running my hand over the hood.
He handed me the keys and I squealed, clicking the button to unlock it. I opened the drivers door and hopped in the seat,taking in my surroundings.
The car was so beautiful, it's exactly what I would've picked it if I had gotten it for myself.
I smiled at jahseh, "thank you!" I cannot believe this.
"Look in the backseat."
I turned around in my seat and looked behind me to find the backseat stuffed with gift bags and shopping bags from all kinds of places.
"Oh my god, you did this?"
He smiled at me. I ran out of the car and hugged him.
