Abby's Pov
When you had the right connections and with your common room password changing every two weeks. I had came down a little early from the rough turning that was like fire in my stomach. Once it had hit twelve-fifty.I was unlocking our common room door seeing Cedric wasn't exactly late. It seemed he had already been waiting, quick to jog over to our entrance slipping in besides me once the painting shut behind us both.
"Merlin its freezing out, good of you to know to be an early bird." I choked over my slight laughter feeling him, sliding his hands over my own pulling us both over to the fire place. The blue flames flickered a warmth.
A steady strand of breathing and light chatter from the dormitories of those awaken at this god forsaken hour. It had egged on and on in my head that I needed to blurt it out, he waa going to be busy with the Tri Torment and would this even likely stress him out more.
The worse case scenario and that being if the worse could happen. He wouldn't talk to me and that would be that.
"Your common room is so peaceful. I expect nothing else from the Ravenclaws." A small side smile grew from the side before I squeezed at his hand. I was trembling in the process the slightest thought of rejection ranked my aching heart.
"Cedric I'm pregnant." My voice waa almost like it was in a small above whisper. A pin could drop, the air felt dimmer the fire felt cold when I could hear him speaking toward me a shake to his voice. For a short moment his hand dropped from my own to turn to stare at me. Wide eyes bore into my own.
"What? Your pregnant how is that possible?" At first he kept his voice bellow a whisper one hand clutching into a fist over his palm rough like.
"Over the summer obviously Cedric listen. Birth control only works 99% of the time." He then tossed his hand up slightly, to mess up his hair with a scoff of a loud laugh.
"Yeah what's the point of the 1% doesn't fucking help. Merlin my father is going to kill me Abby, I'm only sixteen you are only sixteen we can't raise baby!? Hell I haven't even asked out you out yet." I found my own hand was quick to clamp over his mouth, seeing that he was growing louder and more frustrated like by the minute.
"Would you shut up you are going to wake up everyone. I only wanted to tell you Cedric because it was the right thing to do.. I'm growing and the later I think. I can get rid of this baby during the holidays.. Maybe I don't want my parents to find out. I'm already a disgrace to the. Cedric I'm scared I'm exhausted." All my emotions of weeks on end came out.
Cedric had grabbed my hand wrapping both his arms around me in a quick manner pulling me to his chest. A very heavy sigh leaving from him, while he held the back of my head some more a little.
"Take some deep breathes for me okay? I'm not going to leave you here by yourself pregnant and stressing out." My head was trying to move further on his chest.
You could hear how fast his heart was speeding a couple times before he was pulling from the hug cupping at my face instead. A faint smile grew on his boyish features he leaned his head down to press a kiss to my forehead before his lips lingers there.
"You're my girl Abby.. I don't show it well but I care about you. I want to be with you through the tough times and good ones if you'll let me we can be in this together." I breathed out a laughter finally my shoulders felt less heavy to let some tears escape.
He leaned his head down to kiss at my lips a few times, his fingers moving to wipe away the tears that moved across my jawline.
It waa a peaceful couple of seconds of being in one another's embrace till he was hugging me again, resting his head back on my own.
"Now here's the tough question what do you want to do love? Keep it or..?" You could hear how the other option made his body tense up and even more. He glanced down a little siding his hand over my growing abdomen.
"You look to be.. Really big actually. I'm not sure the other option is optional at this point. But.. We can keep it hidden from those who don't need to know. Can you sneak me into your dormitory? Don't want you alone." I smiled looking down at my shoes for a moment, before looking back up to see him smiling at me some more.
"Yes as long as you leave by morning. Don't get caught by the other girls, painting or ghosts." he just rolled his eyes at me sliding his arm around my waist, heading up the stairs with me.
We were whispering to one another right for a while till we climbed into my bed taking off robes and shoes. I found comfort for the longest that night when I was able to fall asleep without it causing me to over think.
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Broken Me««Harry Potter
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