Scenes of Disharmony (Laurmani)

Act II: Scene IV

We are now on our mall tour. When we make longer stops, we sleep in hotels instead of the tour bus. Ally has a room to herself, Dinah and Camila share a room, and Normani and I share a room.

I'm really starting to hate Twitter now not only because of the Camren obsession, but also because "fans" have been insulting the other members. Normani seems to get it the worst. They're even calling her ugly. On what planet is Normani ugly? She's like perfect. I can't think of a thing I would change on her.

It's around 10:00pm, and I'm comforting Mani again in our hotel room, but not because of what fans are saying. She's upset that she didn't get many solos on our EP and feels as if she's not an important part of the group. Again, I really don't know what to do but to hold her and give her a few words of encouragement.

Normani: Lauren, when you said in the interview that if you were a boy you would date me out of all the members of the group, were you just saying that to make me feel better?

Lauren: If I were a boy, I would want to date you, period.

Normani: Listen to Lolo trying to be Romeo. (smiles) How come you were so mean to Camila the other day?

Lauren: I don't know. It's just that you two have been spending so much time together lately, and I feel like she's taking you away from me.

Normani: (raises an eyebrow) So you own me?

Lauren: No, but you practically own me.

Normani: How?

Lauren: You have this hold on my heart.

Normani: Did somebody put love potion in your sushi? Did Cupid shoot you with his arrow? What has gotten into you?

Lauren: I'm finally accepting that I have feelings for you.

(Normani sits quietly)

Lauren: I know you don't feel the same way. It's okay.

Normani: (looks Lauren directly in the eyes) I have feelings for you too.

I wasn't expecting that at all. What should I do? Should I kiss her? She looks so beautiful today with her makeup light, hair curled, and wearing a strapless summer dress. I'm just going to go for it. I lean in and place a kiss on Normani's lips. I can feel her kissing me back, and she puts her arms around my neck. I wrap my arms around her waist and bring her in closer.

We're kissing passionately now our tongues tangoing in each other's mouths. I get up a little and turn her to signal that I want her to lie back on the bed. She heeds the signal and scoots up the bed so she can lie her head on the pillows. I get on top of her and resume our kissing. Her lips are so soft and plump.

I move down to kiss her on her neck, and she lets out a low moan. I really don't know how far she's going to let me go, but we'll see. I start kissing her on her chest area right above where her dress starts. Probably pushing my limits, I pull down the top of her dress along with her strapless bra exposing her breasts. I take a moment to take in the sight. They are so full and beautiful.

Normani is staring at me with lust in her eyes, so I take it that she's fine with what's happening. I kiss her again on the lips and move back down to her neck while massaging one of her breasts with my hand. She's moaning a little louder now. I move down to take her right breast in my mouth and suckle on it flicking her nipple with my tongue. After a minute or two, I switch to the other breast to do the same thing. She's moaning a lot now.

Wanting to take this further, I slide my hands down to find the bottom of her dress and push it up to expose her panties. I move my head back up to kiss her on the lips, but I place my hand between her legs and rub her through her panties. Her breaths are getting much deeper, and I can feel her soaking through the material. I proceed to push her panties to the side hoping to pleasure her with my fingers. As I do this, my fingers brush across her skin down there picking up some of the wetness.

Normani: (pulls out of the kiss) Lauren, stop.

Lauren: Did I do something wrong?

Normani: No, I'm just not ready to go that far.

Lauren: Okay. That's fine. We don't have to rush. I'll wait as long as you need me to.

Normani: Thanks. I'm going to go to the bathroom and change into my PJs.

While she is in the bathroom, I become curious about what is on my fingers and rub the moisture around with my thumb. Besides my kiss with Camila, I had never done anything with a girl. Taking advantage of Mani not being able to see me, I suck her juices off my fingers one by one. It was like nothing I had ever experienced before. There was a light taste that was sweet and savory with a hint of musk which made me feel rather animalistic. It was like an aphrodisiac.

I change into my PJs, and Mani comes out of the bathroom in hers. She crawls in the bed with me, and I wrap my left arm around her waist spooning her from behind. My right arm is above her head, and I curl it so that my right hand can be close to my nose. The scent is driving me wild. Call me nasty, but I'm delaying washing my hands for as long as possible.