Cal Kestis x Reader

Dathomir

I woke up to see a pacing Cal In front of my bed "your awake!" He said rushing over hugging me tightly "yeah and so are you?" I said confused rubbing my eyes and stretching"I was so worried y/n!" He muttered letting go of me but still siting close to me.
I rested my hands over his shoulders as his hands rested on my waist. "Why?" I asked him he looked at me confused "don't you remember last night?" He asked
"No was I supposed to? You acting like I just got horribly injured" I said looking at my self to make sure I was okay Cal stared at me questioning himself like he wanted to tell me something but dint now if he should. "Cal?" I said breaking him from his trance so he started back at me
"You had that panic attack last night remember.." he said staring at my features as I dazed off. I remembered it I went into my room after Cal said something about Cere getting captured but never joining them and it made me upset so I came here an meditated...but I saw the visions again I woke up to Cal shaking me and I was bawling my eyes out in his chest hyperventilating.
I started shaking again "y/n it's okay the Empire isn't going to get you" he said but that caught me off guard I backed away from him he took noticed and looked confused
"How do you know that!" I said scared dose he know..."Cere she told me I asked don't be mad at her though" Cal said reassuring me "anything else?" I said moving back closer to him "no not really is there anything I need to know?" He asked sincerely "no" I mumbled.
"Y/n please don't scare me like that again" he said looking into my eyes "I promise Cal I am sorry"
" don't be sorry it wasn't your fault" he said softly, we cuddled for a little bit he laid his head in my stomach allowing me to play with his hair which calmed me down a lot.
"Y/n can I ask you something?"
"Mhmm" I mumbled stroking his head
"What happened to your master or to you when order 66 started? You know what happened to mine that's if you don't mind telling me" he nervously asked
"It was a normal day like any other I was headed to training. This was years before order 66 actually" I mumbled
"Before?"
"Yes I was taken before order 66 but uh- well when I arrived into the trading room I knew something was odd and my master he knew to...but just kept on with training a few minutes later stormtroopers rushed in before he could call for help." I muttered getting quieter
"It's okay y/n if you don-"
"No it's fine I have never told anyone this I need to get it off my chest Cal" I spoke sternly clearing my thought before continuing
"There was many stormtroopers to many at least 40, they um- stormed in my master tried to protect me but he was shot in the leg. When he fell onto the floor the troopers rushed and grabbed me but they where going to kill him they had the blaster to his head Cal! I lost it I closed my eyes for a second and...everyone was dead...I killed my master" I sobbed
"No you dint-
"Cal I did! When I went to check on his body.......there was no gunshot wound except on his leg I killed him with the force Cal!" I wept into Cals shoulder
"Y/n hey it's okay!"
"I was only 8! I dint know what to do....I ran I-I ran so far until-" I stoped and whipped my tears as Cal brought me into a hug
"Until what?" He asked as he kissed my forehead
"Nothing I-I am okay" he nodded letting me go he whipped more of my tears away smiling at me.
"Thank you it feels good letting some of this out"
"Anything for you y/n"
"You need to check with Cere she is worried about you" he muttered I nodded and got up and left

Cals Pov:
Once y/n left I looked around her messy room and decided to clean it a bit for her. I couldn't believe what she just told me though how she was only 8 years old! I wonder why the empire came after her before order 66 it just dose not add up. I putt away some of her socks that where lying on the floor. When I opened up her dresser I saw this old wooden box with engravings on the side. I couldn't make out what it said as it was some other type of language but it looked familiar and I noticed the box was locked but it wasn't my place to go rummaging in y/ns things so I put the box back...

Normal pov:
I walk into the living area to see Cere getting a drink of water. She looks up at me and rushes me into a hug.
"Y/n I am glad to see that your okay!" She said looking me up and down "yes for know at least" I said nervously, I haven't had a panic attack like that sense I was found by Cere and Greez. "Hey kid we have arrived at Dathomir" I hear Greez shout towards Cal. "Your funny Greez!" I said almost laughing at him, I notice Cal and Cere look at me worldly so I asked "what?" "Cordova said we dint have to go to Dathomir we're still on Kashyyyk right" I said more nervously untill I felt it.....I felt the energy of Dathomir I new it was this horrid place. Dathomir had a different feeling or energy than any other place I new we had landed because it hit me very hard. I started feeling dizzy like I was going to pass out and throw up Cal noticed and led me to the couch I started shaking.... about the memories but Dathomir it's self was just horrible.

Cals Pov:
I noticed y/n started to get wobbly she looked like she was going to faint so I gently lead her to the couch I noticed she was sweating and shaking..Cere was right there's no way she would go out there with me. "Y/n your going to be okay you don't have to leave the Mantis" I said holding her hand "oh I promise I won't Cal! You have to be careful don't trust anyone or anything on that planet..." she said staring straight ahead not looking at me "I know you stay here but I need you to do something for me okay" I asked, I could feel the air get dense
I don't know why it felt heavy like there was pressure building in the room physically. I looked at y/n for some reason it felt like she was causing it. "Ceres going to stay with you but I need you to tell me how to get to the tomb" she the instantly turned to me
"Cal we need to leave you can't go in there!" She practically shouted "wh-why?" I asked confused "You can't ther-there's things I—I saw I don't want the same happen to you" she stutter "y/n I have to for the holocron I am sure I'll be oka-" "No!" She shouted interrupting me "no I sense it there's something bad in there" she said I gave her a hug and got up I nodded at Cere to make sure she'll be okay and left. I accepted y/ns warnings but I had to find the Holocron....