Cal Kestis x Reader

Truth

Cals Pov:
Y/n left the room heading towards the bathroom. I went to the cockpit to talk to Cere she was already coming towards me.
"Can we talk" I said sitting down on the couch and she sat down next to me.
"Cere it's y/n she is using the dark side" I said which made her
"We all struggle with it Cal but that's what I wanted to talk to you about" she said glancing over my shoulder to see if y/n was near.
"But its not-she not struggling, she using the dark side on purpose I see it in her eyes Cere" I mumbled frantically
"She and you are going to fix your lightsaber together maybe you guys can sort some things out" she said glancing at the map
"I don't think she going to go with me" I said looking down at my broken lightsaber
"She will Cal and I need to know things, to make more sense of her. She knows Trilla I want to know how..."
"She knows the ninth sister too I have a good idea what she is hiding but I don't want to accept it" I said getting up to find y/n and Cere nods at me understanding. I found y/n sitting in her room staring at her lightsaber examining it. I stayed at the door way wanting for her as she looked at me.
"Y/n come with me to llum please" I said not looking away from her
she stayed silent going back to her lightsaber
"Come on I need you y/n" she heisted before nodding and getting up putting her lightsaber in her belt. Grabbing one of my ponchos and I did the same I got flushed at the sight of her just in my poncho how it was bigger on her but she looked so cute.

Y/ns Pov:

I dint really want to go to llum but if Cal needs me I will I thought, putting one of his ponchos on. It made me feel safer and warmer in a insist. Cals smell intoxicated me I couldn't help notice him staring at me as I smelled his poncho.
"You know starring is rude" I said looking at his flushed face he nodded and tried to walk away but I grabbed his arm standing on my tippy toes giving him a small peck on his check.
"If that's what I get for starting I should do it more often" he said almost as red as his hair I couldn't help but giggle as we made our way to the door to leave the Mantis.
"Cal good luck...you to y/n" Cere said towards Cal more than me.
The doors opened of the Mantis the cold air hitting my face taking the warmth of Cals poncho away. We went forwards on the snowy planet making it towards a really windy section I grabbed Cals arm so we would stay together as I felt I would blow away in this wind. We made it passed that to the entrance of the temple which was destroyed and snowed in. Cal found an entrance climbing through a tight space.
Helping me threw but as I tried to get out of the last part of the tight area I fell right on to Cal. He dint have time to brace himself or catch me so I fell right on his lap.
"Ow" he said as he sat up my hands resting on his chest I couldn't help but burst out into laughter.
"I am sorry" I chuckled as he looked at me shaking his head "At least you had a soft landing" he smiled."You might be the clumsiest person I know y/n" he joked as I got up off of him trying to help him up, I smiled at the Jedi who dusted the snow off his pants.
"It's nice to hear you laugh again" he said glancing at me going to pick up my lightsaber. "Cal let me get it!" I said rushing to grab it he looked at me confused "I-I just dint want you to get hurt"
"Huh" he said questioning me "Your force echo I know you can control it but for and object like this it's been through to much" I said picking it up as he stared at the lightsaber.
"Y/n-"  I interrupted Cal turning to face him "not here" I mumbled
"When will it ever be the right time y/n! You keep saying that and whenever something remotely good happens between us...then something happens to destroy it. We can't even go on one mission! One normal mission!" He shouts
"Just tell me already I want you back I don't want to have to stay mad at you then realize how much I love you y/n then get mad again I can't keep doing this" he yelled desperately as my heart started pounding
"Cal I-I want you to know you mean everything to me and I am just trying to protect you!" I said caressing his check as his eyes stared back into mine
"I don't need you to protect me your just hurting me more" he said moving my hand off his face
"Don't leave me if I tell you" I said my eyes tearing up
"Hey, I am with you, okay? Always no matter what" he said gabbing my hands pulling me into a hug.
"Cal" I said breaking from the hug to see his face fully while whipping my eyes.
I cleared my throat as I muttered the words