Broken Lens

Bloody Murder

you've been in love for years,
there were ups and downs, but never this much tears.

you've been together for a while,
there were disagreements, but they weren't so bad to make you want to drop everything and run for miles.

you've known this person for a long time,
there were fights, but the sourness was never comparable to lemons and limes.

you planned to get married,
you planned to have kids,
you planned a lot of things, with utmost sincerity,
however you never planned for this pain amidst...

amidst your trust and belief, it went unnoticeable.
ridiculous, you feel ridiculous-

your insides are tearing apart,
your outside is as calm as the eye of a storm.

you remain unapproachable.

it's stabbing, it's aching
you're bleeding out, numbness in the making.

bloody murder!
they have cut you...

bloody murder, bloody murder!
no more promises since they aren't true...

BEAR