A Contradictory Existence

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I like you, but I don't. I want to, but I won't.
My fucks—the amount I give, you can't count.
I'm alright when I'm sad. I hate it when I'm mad.
Do you understand? You were not a part of my plan.

I love you, but I can't. That is not what I want.
Tell me, “it's okay.” Such easy words to say.
If okay was just fine, then simply, you'd be mine.
If feeling was a crime, I'd be glad to serve time.

How are you? I'm fine. You're not. Get in line.
Dead inside? Gotta be. Yet, my heart decrees.
It likes you, but I don't. It wants you, but I won't.
You exist before me, in all your glory. Yet another confusion to my life's story.

BEAR

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⏰ Last updated: Mar 16, 2023 ⏰

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