The only exception(still writing)

Part 13

I can't stop thinking about Alexander, I hope he's okay.
My mind can't stop replaying the scene with me and Alex.

God what the hell was I thinking
He probably saw it for just a hookup but for me it wasn't like that.
Fuck fuck I shout while kicking my feet at the door being frustrated with myself.

Daniella? I hear my father shouting with a angry voice.
And then I hear his footsteps on the stairs.
Oh god
Pls not tonight
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As I'm packing my stuff out of my locker to go home, something pops up in my head.

I still need Alexander to teach me racing, and I'm curious about yesterday night why drew called him.

Im waking towards the parking lot
Searching for Alexander's pretty car.

Oh..
I froze when I see him leaning against his car.
And he's not alone
He's fucking kissing with a girl with blonde hair.
I knew it didn't meant anything to him I'm so fucking stupid that I let him get in my head.

His hands are all over her body wishing it was his hands on my body. But no of course he don't want me. who would?

I'm so done with this.
I feel so alone.
Dammit get yourself together Daniella.

My eyes are still locked on them kissing.
And then..
His eyes met mine
I try to look away but I can't.
When the girl turned around I see who it is.
And I'm not even surprised.

"The girl from the party
Of course"

As fast as I can I look away and walk straight past them.

fuck

fuck this

when I see Archy walking towards me I get the most dumb idea, but before I can think twice about it. I take his head in my hands and start kissing him.

his lips feel a little bit harsh but not bad for my first kiss.

oh yes baby I've waited so long for this archy says while pulling me against him with his hands on my ass.

why the hell am I doing this.

but I don't care anymore Alexander doesn't want me so 'why shouldn't I be with somebody who do want me.'

I just want to be loved.

please god let me be loved I beg while still kissing with archy and feeling the tears roll down my face.

get the fuck off her I hear somebody shouting but I don't care anymore what other people will think.

do I need to repeat myself? I hear the same voice saying but im to deep in my mind to notice from who this voice is coming from.

when I feel archy stopping with me I open my eyes to see he has a disgusting smirk on his face to somebody who's standing next to me. and that somebody is Alexander.

go fuck yourself Alexander I say while staring him dead in the eyes. oh wait or your new little girlfriend. that's mean Daniella I think of myself

I see his eyes getting darker as he's still staring me and not responding.

that's my girl! Archy says and pulling me besides him.

ew i don't like him saying that.

you sure bout that Archy? hmm? Alexander says while eyeing him up and down.

im definitely sure he says with confident.

oh god where is this going.

well she wasn't your girl last night right? or where you with her in her room at midnight?

no why? archy stutters a little.

well she was my girl last night.
Oh god

'you slut' archy says while pushing me in to Alexander chest.

Alexander grabs me by my upper arm and tries to drag me away from archy but no! not this fucking time.

You called me what? I shout at him and he was definitely not expecting me coming up from myself because he was almost al at his car.

but turned around when I shouted his name.

you fu..

don't waste your time on him dani Alexander says when he puts his hand on my mouth.

What the hell alex? I try to scream.
he's not worth it believe me.
could you please calm down for me? Alex says while looking me deep in the eyes.

i nod my head hoping he would believe it.

when he let me free, I run away from Alexander  to archy.

Dani come back here I hear Alexander shouting from me behind.
But I'm not gonna listen to him, im not gonna let him get away with this.

hey Archy you know you shouldn't call girls sluts when you are literally a rapist! I know what you did to Elle minky. I even saw it with my own eyes.

well why did you kiss me then huh would you want to get raped? because I can make sure of that.

and you aren't enjoying it like you enjoy it with Alexander.
I can't believe he says those words
It disgust me.

shut the fuck up Archy!

"so you're not denying it hmm I see it dani" oh wait I cannot say your name like that only your boyfriend Alex can say dani the little nickname he has giving to you.

'that's how it is' I hear Alexander saying behind me in a seriously tone.

how the hell did he get here so fast?

I turn around to see him staring back at me with a serious look.

fuck why would he say that?
He's not my boyfriend and we both know that.

if you ever lay your hands on Daniella I will come for you I fucking swear it! Archy im not fucking kidding right now. take this as a warning.
I feel butterflies flying in my belly when Alexander lips said those words.

why does this have to be so hard I don't get him.

you coming with me Dani? Alex says with the sweetest glance in his eyes.

Yeah im coming with you I say and then grabbing his hand, walking with him to his car.

Shit how late is it Alex says then grabbing his phone out of his pocket.

fuck its almost 6 a-clock my race starts at 6.

oh is the only thing I can say while still holding his hand.

you need to come with me okay? is that okay?

yes I say feeling happy because. I still need him to get me teaching how to race.

can I sit beside you while you are racing Alex? giving him the puppy eyes hoping he would let me. dani your know... yes I know its dangerous but I also know you can race so I trust you.

i see him hesitating to say yes but he know I wouldn't shut up about it if he doesn't say yes.

okay he says very soft.

hmm? I ask with a smile on my face.

yes you can sit next to me.
yesss! thank you Alexander.

'its no problem Dani' he says with his eyes glued to the road. but I swear I saw a little smile on his face.

hey guys thank you for reading my story

xx Chloé