The only exception(still writing)

Chapter 7

                      Daniella
Daniella go to the store to get me some beers, "I hear my dad shouting from downstairs".
Yes dad I say when I'm walking off the stairs.
Daniella come here I got something for you he says with a fake smile.

Here 5 dollars for school supplies.
5 dollars that's not enough, far from it.
Thanks dad I say with a smile.
Still being grateful.
Now go! he commands pointing at the door.
Yes sir

The last thing I wanna think about is school tomorrow. I hate it
It makes me uncomfortable.
I get anxiety from school.

People make fun of me for literally no reason. Last year I was just walking in the hallway of my school, I was heading to the lockers when I arrived at my locker. Archy came next to me and started shouting at me, he said something like, what the hell do you think you're doing huh? Thinking you're funny he shouted at me.
I didn't knew what he was talking about so I just said what? but that only got him angrier.
After that he walked back to his friends Alexander is also one of his friends, how the hell can he be friends with him I thought.

Turned out he was mad because I said I didn't wanted to go on a date with him infront of his friends. He was embarrassed

I know it's so fucking pathetic, even when I wanted to go on a date with him. he wasn't serious he only wanted to go on a date with me to prank me.
He thought it was funny to bring me to a party of one of his friends. And then pushing me into his pool. "Wow hilarious.

Archy is a short Guy I think he's only a few centimeters taller then me. He has light blonde hair with curls.
He's not ugly but also not my type I don't even know what my type is. But I guess I like tall boys who doesn't right?

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I think I need a few notebooks and some pencils, I also need a new bag but I don't have the money for that so I'm just gonna use the bag I got when I was a freshman.

When I took a few pencils I spotted Alexander in the store.
What the hell is he doing here his car was at home.

Happily he doesn't saw me when I walked to the checkout to pay.
There was a nice lady smiling at me when I layed down all the things I got to buy.

I give her the 5 dollar I got from my dad.
Then I hear somebody standing behind me in the line. When I turn around I locked eyes with Alexander.

Uhm it's 7 dollars says the lady
Shit I only got 5 bucks.
Oh fuck me This is embarrassing I search all my pockets for some money but I don't find any.

Uh I don't want those pencils anymore I say embarrassed.
I hate this

You sure? She says with a soft smile.
Uhm yeah
When she wanted to take the pencils,Alexander clears his throat and gives the lady 10 dollars.

What the hell
I turn around to look into his eyes to find him staring at me already.
Why? I moated at him
It's nothing he says casually
It is not nothing but I don't tell him that. Instead of that I say thank you and smiled at him.
Then I took the bag with all my stuff and headed out of the store.

I'm really happy I got some things now. Maybe school isn't going to be such a bad year this year.
Maybe I can even make friends and hang out with them.
That would be amazing I've never had a lot of friends the only one I hang out with was Alexander.

We always swim in his pool playing mermaids, I know it's childish but we where like 11.
When we were done swimming his mother would make dinner for us and then we watched a movie on his room. It was so fun always.
And his mother could make really good dinner her pasta was incredible maybe because she's also Italian.

Alexander is half Italian .
Too bad I've never heard him talk Italian. It's a beautiful language.

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It's 2am and I can't speel I'm too anxious for school tomorrow. I'm always nervous for school even when it's not my first day back.

Sometimes I don't know what's wrong with me then I feel happy and suddenly I feel a wash off sadness coming over me.
I fucking hate it

I shouldn't feel sad a lot of people have it harder then me so I shouldn't complain but still I can't stop overthinking when I'm laying in my bed. Especially at night.

After my mom died I was in a bad place that's why I couldn't even talk to Alexander. Im ashamed for who I became I became weak I can't even stand up for myself anymore.

My own fucking dad hates me and reminds me everyday that I was the one who killed my mom.

Warm tears are rolling down on my cheeks i can't stop crying.
I miss my mom so bad if she was here she would have told me that everything is gonna be alright and that she loves me very much.

I thought a lot about suicide. I wanted to be with my mom, then I'll have finally peace. I was too scared even to take that step so.
I'm a fucking pussy!

But I got over that point and I'm fighting right now. I'm not gonna give up I need to make 40k and I'm gonna make it happen. I wanna live, really live.

I don't know how, but I have my ideas Alexander

I know he's not gonna teach me street racing so I'm just gonna ask somebody else and I have someone already in mind.

Rick

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