The only exception(still writing)

Chapter 6

                      Daniella
Alexander his knuckles are white when I look at his hands wrapped around the car steering wheel.
He looks angry
Really angry
After Alexander took my hand to lead me out of the crowd, he said he's going to drive me home.
Nothing else, not even are you ok.
Not that I was expecting that.

now I'm sitting next to him in his car while he's focused on the road.
Well this is awkward
I think he's mad at me because I talked back to Rick.
Usually I don't talk back when somebody is mean, but I don't know what happened there.
I got mad I got sad there were a lot of feelings, that I can't even describe.
You're not coming to any races of mine anymore alex says coldy, avoiding eye contact.
No no he can't do this.
I need to learn to street race
I need to get the money
I don't want to die
I already feel my eyes fulling with tears.

Alex please I try to say without letting my tears fall.
He doesn't respond
Please you're my last hope I say quietly thinking he wouldn't hear
me, But he did.

His head turns to look at me
His dark green eyes are looking deeply into my brown eyes, searching for something.
What do you mean Daniella?

He's using my name my full name
I don't respond I can't respond the tears streamed down my face.
I can't stop them from falling.

What the hell do you mean Daniella! Alex almost yells
N..n..n..nothing  it's nothing forget I said anything. I say while wiping my tears away with the
sleeve of my hoodie.

I'm not stupid you're almost crying the whole night and I need to believe there isn't anything?

There isn't, I say while fidgeting with the ring on my finger.
I just want you to teach me how to  race.
Daniella we've discussed this
"We didn't" I say looking at him.
Alex shakes his head annoyed.

You just said I wasn't good enough, and that I can't do it.
I didn't said that.
You did
No I didn't
You did Alexander!
I see something in his gaze flicker at my shouting.

Dani Come on you know why I'm not letting you race.
I don't I say
You can't even fucking sit I front of a steering wheel without having a panic attack Alexander shouts.

Suddenly I go from feeling sad to feeling anger, real anger he don't know shit about me.
I can drive a car, of course I can drive a car I could do it 4 years ago. but that was before the accident, before I've killed her.

Shut the fuck up Alexander I shout at him.
You don't know shit! I say feeling the anger growing stronger.

Oh yeah? I know enough Alexander says staring at me with anger.
You can't just think you can join the world of street racing so easily.
It's fucking dangerous Daniella!
He shouts at me and still looking at me, not focusing anymore on the road.

Stop the car I say looking around if I see something familiar, I don't.
What no Dani I'm not leaving you in the middle of nowhere.

I said stop the car I shout at him.
Fuck, he says then closing his eyes.
Finally he stops the car but the fucking doors are still locked.
Unlock the doors I say seriously.
You said I need to stop the car not unlock the doors Alexander says while grinning a little.

Drive me home I say, suddenly changing my mind.
I don't know even what I was thinking, I don't have my phone with me what if I got kidnapped when Alexander left me in this creepy street.
Well now she wants to go home damn you have fucking mood swings He muttered.
I don't even respond to that.

When Alexander arrived at my house he parks his car next to his house.
As fast as I can I open the car door and leave. It's late so I'm going to sleep, I say to Alexander not even looking at him.
Do what you want Dani. He says before walking into his house.
When I open the door of my house I'm relieved when I see my dad sleeping on the couch.
He's probably not going to wake up because I see a lot of beer bottles around him, laying on the ground.

When I'm changing into my pyjama's, I see the light of Alexander's room flick on.
He's standing with his back to me.
Grabbing his head in his hands.
Thinking in himself I guess.
But then he does something unexpected well it's not really weird that his shirt is off he's probably going to sleep.

But Holy moly
Holy shit
I only see his back but it's extremely hot, he has broad shoulders with tanned skin.
There isn't much space between our houses, so I have a pretty good view from my window.

And then the most embarrassing thing happens.
His back isn't in my sight anymore but his chest is.

I thought his back was hot but his chest lord have mercy.
He has a sixpack with tattoos on his chest and upper arm, and a few more. I don't see from what but they all look pretty.
But that wasn't the embarrassing thing the embarrassing thing is that Alexander is straight looking at me.

Fuck
Fuck
Fuck
Fuck my life
Then I realize that he sees me in my oversized shirt and panties.
Im so stupid oh god im so embarrassed he saw me looking at his body. His hot body damn oh fuck Daniella get this out of your head.

Im just gonna play this Cooley
Yea,
With Cooley I mean that I'm ducking so that he can't see me anymore. When I did that I hear Alexander laughing from his room.

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