Chapter 4

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Daniella
It's 6 o'clock in the morning and I'm already on the streets.
Im a early bird

No I'm not but, If my dad finds out I've slept home he's not going to be happy.
So I'm walking now to Walmart to get some snacks because I'm really hungry. The last time Ive eated was yesterday morning.
It was only a apple with toast because there was not much more
at home.

So I'm now going to buy me food.
Maybe I can get some jolly rancher's and some fruit.

I arrived at Walmart And take a shopping car not that I'm gonna buy much but it's still nice for the idea. I'm walking straight to the candy shelf and take a pack of blue jolly ranchers. I love them so much, it's definitely my favorite candy.
So anyway I've decided I'm gonna come to every race Alex has, I don't know when or how late he has them but I will figure that out.
Im putting a watermelon in my cart and go to the checkout to pay.
I take my money I have left and give them to the woman who is looking like she doesn't want to be here. I get you i wouldn't like it either to be here on 6 o'clock in the morning.
She puts my groceries in a bag and gives them to me
Thank you I say and smile at her.
She gives a smile kindly back.

Im heading home hoping my dad already left for work. He usually works every Monday,Tuesday and Friday
But i never know if he goes sometimes he just lays all day on the couch and gives me orders. Like Daniella give me some beers now. Even when I'm upstairs he still orders me from downstairs. I hate it at home so bad, but I can't go anywhere else. I have no one, I know it sounds pathetic but I'm not lying. The only one I ever had is dead, "because of me would say my dad".

Wallmart is only 10 minutes from my house. So it's a easy walk.
walking already through my street and luckily don't see my dad's car.

Yes finally a home alone.
He usually works till 7pm so I've got enough time to finally clean the house. It's not like I have something betters to do.
I also see the car from Alexander standing in his driveway, his car is so pretty. It's shiny black with pretty colored details. I want a car too but then I remember...

3 years ago
Mom please let me go to this party they all already think I'm a freak. Please mom I'm begging you.
No Daniella They are not good friends, I don't want anything to happen to you. You understand that right? My mom says
No I don't understand that I shout.
What is wrong with you Daniella it's like those people are all up in your head.
No mom you don't understand
Because you didn't lived when you were younger.
That's not true in was just careful you should be carful too.
I am I promise please let me go to this party mom.
No Daniella aren't I clear enough? I don't trust those fake friends of you.
Don't fucking call them so! I shout
DANIELLA my mother shouts now at me, Im now done with this let me focus on the road.
No mom you should just let me go. Daniella I've had now enough go out the car now. What I say
You can't just leave me in the middle of noway.
Oh yes I can says my mother and turning her head to look at me.
Daniella please you need to see that those friends aren't real friends, they probably gossip about you baby I'm sorry but I love you so much.
MOM WATCH OUT!
Was the last thing I could say before I blacked out.

I try to shake that memorie off my mind, but everyday I think about it. I killed my mother I shouldn't been that pathetic I actually thought those kids liked me and asked me to the party to just hang out you know, but no.
Even Alex had said that where bad friends and they where planning something, he just didn't knew what, he said they where super suspicious about something.
Well I'm happy I didn't go, I couldn't even go I was a mentally wreck.
but if I did go I was covered that night in pink paint.
They all had prepared a bucket with paint to trow at me the minute I walked in. Alexander told me after he came back from that party. He was really nice to me I've ruined everything because I couldn't handle my emotions.
He did try to talk to me about my mom but I completely shut myself off. He stopped trying at the end.
And now he hates me. I don't hate him I even miss him I guess.

Hi guys I'm sorry this is a really short chapter
Xx Chloé
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