The Rules Of Ecstasy

VII

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I thought I would never hear his voice again, and that's what made me live. I couldn't face him, hear him, or even be near him without the feeling of breaking down almost urging to come out. I didn't know how to feel, and it was all so conflicting as I smelt the familiar cologne.

I hate to admit it, god I do but I couldn't help it. He was the first man I've ever fell in love with, even over all of the hatred my heart still skipped beats when I smell his cologne. I've pictured that we could never be in love again, he killed our son! That is what made me hate him so much and one day the littlest bit of the love I had for him would soon be gone.

It's gone, at about this moment.

"Talk to me and I will not hurt you Love." He says as he cups my face, but the feeling of the hard skin didn't feel right in mine. I tilted my face from his hands and finally looked up at him. I cannot deny that he was a beautiful man, that is why he drew me in so much.

"Hi." I whispered dryly as my body starts to quiver,praying silently that help would come and find me. It was something in his eyes that didn't hav intention to hurt me, although there was countless amounts of weapons around me.

"I am not going to hurt you Alessia, I want to confess something." He whispers as he continues to touch me, every time his hand touches me I freeze. I remember when his touch used to be warm and comforting now it just feels so cold and disturbing.

"I'm sorry for um- for what I did to him, for what I did to us I truly am." He starts but the look on his face as I bore my eyes into him looking at him menacingly showed that he was contemplating on finishing. I cried for years, fuck I still do but the look in his eyes showed me that he barely shed one tear. He did not care as much as I cared and he didn't feel any remorse, but for my sake I had to play it off.

"Really?" I say sweetly as he nods with an small smile, the sinister ideas balled up into my head like an light bulb. I smiled at him once more seeing that he's falling into my trap.

"There's one more thing you can do if you want to earn my forgiveness." I whisper as an fake smile crawls onto my face but my heart starts to ache as I stare into his eyes, the most devious ones I have ever came across in my life. I watched as he contemplates before asking about it.

"Anything? What do you want me to do Lesi!" He whispers but his eyes change emotions, I can tell for fucks sake it's my job. I watch as a stray tear falls down his face but somehow my heart aches and wants to turn away at the same time. I don't want to care but I do and that is my downfall.

"Untie me and call Ezio, please I am begging you." I say distressedly as he stops in his tracks as if he's asking himself what he should do. I hope it works out because these thoughts going through my brain are rapid, they are so evil that it makes me scared to even produce them. I am going to do what has to be done, what should've been done a while ago if he unties me.

He walks up to me kneeling as he starts cutting the ropes as quickly as he can, first my hands come free with an painful ache. I stretch them wincing in pain as the purple marks show on my brown skin. It hurts even more than I can imagine. I watch as he unties my feet, grabbing one the knives next to me swiftly as he stands up with an face full of tears.

He seems to tremble as he looks at me once again. He falls to his knees, as he points his face to the ground. I wonder where all of this was when he killed our son with no remorse, or when he tried to kill me.

"Promise me, no matter what I say or do you will stay kneeling." I whisper as my voice starts to shake, I cannot seem weak but yet I cannot seem like I have the upper hand. He mumbles a lot of words until I hear the words I want.

I stand shakily walking up to him as quickly as I can taking deep breathes, watching more and more as he unravels. "I loved you for half an decade, Aiden." I say as I finally see his phone laying beside him, calling the man that is supposed to be my savior.

"I put myself through hell to love only you, and I never got that same love back." My voice seems strong but yet I feel like I'm breaking down in the inside begging for someone to come save me. "I'm weak, pathetic, and easy to hurt!" The blood in my body runs cold as I look at the man that killed my son, my only love.

"I cannot allow myself to love again, because of you, It's all your fault! You killed our son, you almost killed me and the least you can say is you are sorry?" I smile, as I drop down to my knees feeling the cold floor hit them made me feel powerful.

"I am Alessia, the woman who acts like the sweetest and pathetic damsel in distress. I want to let you and myself know that I am not that woman!" I whisper into his ear as his body become stiff, yet he doesn't move a muscle.

"You know that you deserve this, don't you?." I taunt as I crawl closer to him the knife slow digging into my skin, any ounce of pain that was there felt like it was all gone. I finally faced him, the man that I couldn't bare to put my eyes on in life I can finally face him.

"Lift your head and look at me Aiden." I whisper as I pull the knife from my waistband I start to notice something. This man means nothing to me, not even the slightest bit of something. The only feeling I have towards him is blind rage.

"You asked me if I could ever forgive you." I say as I bring one arm around him, looking as to I wanted to give him a hug, he smiles. It was not genuine, it was evil and finally I could wipe it off of his face.

I lean into him positioning the knife at his heart before it finally digs in. I watch as his eyes widen in horror, the smile slowly fading into one of an emotionless expression. It felt euphoric to finally do it. My only thought in my mind was my son when I looked at the man dying before me.

I leaned to his ear pushing the knife deeper into his chest so he could finally be gone, away from me and everyone he has ever hurt. I could finally be free of the man that haunts my dreams at night.

"I will never forgive you." I mumble as his eyes stand still, his pupils stood still in his once enchanting grey eyes. I felt nothing but ecstasy, and for every human that is wrong. I never wanted it to come down to this, but everyone has their breaking point.

"Alessia what did you do!"

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I cannot believe my ears, as she speaks those words, only to kill the man that took her away. The words I want to repeat to the puttańa that took my future Donna away.

"I will never forgive you."

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Crazy chapter? Looking forward to more of these INSANE ONES COMING UP! are we ready for him to kill his once lover? Or will she deceive him and flee once again?
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