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All I have done my entire life is run. I ran without guilt, without anything to be left behind. I left carelessly, but it was something about this time that it almost fucking hurt to leave. It was a part of this life that I felt was meant to be, I shouldn't have ran but I did.
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I left that house, where I relentlessly killed the man I wanted to. I felt good doing it, so fucking good that it almost made me feel insane, fuck I need help, so much help, I couldnt leave without this one piece I had in my room from Ezio, fuck I know it sounds so dumb but I couldn't.
It was an fucking snow globe, with an A. He had some great decoration skills I admit. I noticed everytime we woeful fouls talk in my room, he would pick it up and toy with it. I noticed he would usually do that when he felt uncomfortable. He would also lower his eyes when he felt like that too. It wasn't easy to read him when we had his emotional walls up, but now he was starting to open them.
I know that me leaving will probably affect him, but the words of what she wrote rang in my head over and over. I shouldn't have let it get to me I know I shouldn't have, especially since I don't like Ezio as more than an patient.
RECAP ——— "He will never, and I mean ever choose you. Even after him saving you he will realize it was an mistake. He will run to me because he only will ever love me. You are an pathetic excuse of an therapist, you don't even do your job right? How are you helping him if he doesn't talk to you? If he doesn't let you touch him? Huh?
You're better off leaving him a note and leaving or you will be putting him in danger I promise you of it, is that what you want to do stay for your own selfish reasons Allesia?"
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I'm not helping him, I'm just putting him in dangr by staying so I should just leave and although it would hurt me or possibly him It will keep him out of danger. I never wanted me to leave like this obviously, I planned on staying for a couple more months but everything comes to an end.
I walk through the house, the guards letting me go through the gates with wide eyes, clearing their throats before grabbing their phones and putting them back up after sending an message which was very suspicious.
Shit I've got to get out of here fast.
I practically run to my room, it looks untouched other than how my comforter is moved a bit, I grab the snow globe and a couple of clothes before I hear that voice, the voice I never thought I would hear again.
"Allesia what are you doing?" His voice rang like an thousand bells in my ear, and for this moment I think I would cry, but hopefully I don't. I fucking did it- no he did it.
He helped "Alessio?." I say, as I turn around, contemplating if I should hug him, explain myself, or leave. I chose to just stare at him in silence, my eyes barely leaving his.
"Oh, You're leaving?" He says quietly holding his crutch, before walking up to me. I couldn't help it, as one tear fell I don't know why it just did. His voice, him, He was alive and still fucking here.
"Uh, Yes?" I say as I turn around packing the clothes in the suitcase as fast I can just so I could get away from him, so I won't have any guilt and so I won't have to stay. I wrote the note and he's most likely read it, either he found it or she gave it to him. She let me leave and go free under one condition, I leave him and he's as safe as he could ever be.
I know it's so fucking selfish now that I look back at it. I have no choice, as long as he isn't threatened to be hurt than I am okay with myself and my decision. Alessio just sits and stares, looking down at his phone every few minutes.
"Why are you leaving Allesia?" He asks as he gets up from the chair to sit on the bed blocking the rest of the clothes, literally just staring. I try to grab more but he just loves his body everytime I reach, wincing every now and then.
"Stop you're hurt Alessio." I mumble as I try to reach again but this time he just lays down, staring at the ceiling. I honestly don't know what's gotten into him but it's making my time run out before Ezio finds out I'm not at the location I was supposed to be.
"I'm sorry Allesia- you could've died and it would have been my fault." He mumbles as he fixes leg, groaning to scoot back. I pick it up slightly before letting him finally adjust comfortably.
"I don't mind it, as long as you're okay." I say, zipping up the suitcase, picking up the snow globe and putting on my shoes. I also fixed up the dresser a bit not wanting to leave it such a mess.
"I know this is going to sound, weird a little but I promise I don't mean it in a romantic way." He says, making me raise my eyebrows with an confused face. I honestly had no idea what he is going to say. I just sat waiting for him to answer the question.
"Um- are you going to say what u needed to?" I ask looking at the snow globe that sat sternly on my suitcase. It made my heart ache just to even look at it. I know what I said in the note, and it's honestly a little embarrassing. I'd almost had feelings for my patient and that is why I needed to go, selfish I know but that doesn't mean that was the only reason.
"My brothers outside."
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It looks like Mr. Di Mauro has caught up to Allesia? It looks like our dear Alessio set her up. Who do you think had something to do with it also? How did Ezio get there in time?
A/N , thank you if you made it this far I hope it got better for y'all just stick with me 😭❤️ much love to y'all I swear everytime I see when y'all add it to your reading list I jump up and down and scream! I scream so freaking loud that people start to stop and stare.:) thank you again love you lots
