Next morning..
Sidharth awakens having Sana in his arm. He feels a little feverish but can't afford to move an inch because even a delicate movement might wake her up.
He has bad headache though, so tries breaking the embrace gently to take a medicine, but she curls more into him..❤️
His heart is still aching for the pain he has given her unknowingly! Looking down at her face, he feels so much content but at the same time, this innocence is what he treasures and he doesn't want this to fade away! All this time he thought she is more vulnerable but now he knows the reverse is also true, he has found himself falling more for her! It is now difficult for him to sum up the feelings at one place..!
His eyes well up thinking how badly he wants to go back and fix things to be the ideal man of his wife! But alas! Life plans things which never come easy!
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Sana wakes up after an hour and feels a warm sensation around her body..
"Sidharthhh..?".. she calls him gently after realizing that he has slight fever..
"Hmm..?".. he is feeling too weak to reply..
"Aap ko tou bukhar hai baba!"
"Hmm.."
"Why didn't you wake me up?!"
"You slept late.."
"Aap bhi na.. ruko main kuch karti hoon..
"Kaha ja rahi hai baby..?".. he holds her back..
"Arehh I am going to the kitchen, let me bring something for you, I can't give you medicines in bare stomach.."
"Ok.. "
"Abhi ati hoon.."
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Late afternoon,"Sana..?".. he is sitting leaning against the head rest, glaring at her constantly with love, while Sana is busy doing the dusting of their room..
"Haan?"
"Shopping chale?".. he asks..
"Aap pagal ho? Bukhar hai aapko!"
"Nehi abhi nehi hai, I just felt a little feverish, abhi theek hoon.."
"Phir bhi rest karna chahiye aapko. Aur waise bhi Di aur Mummy ji keep getting stuffs for me. Mere paas bohot sare kapde hai abhi. There is no space left in the cupboard..!"
"Kuch aur le lena..".. his tone is noticably low as if he is trying to overcome a guilt..
She looks back at him and understands the impulse of his behavior immediately..
"Kya hua?".. she moves forward to sit beside him..
"Kuch nehi..".. he smiles, cupping her face..
"Upset ho aap?"
"Nehi hoon upset baba!".. he smiles weakly now..
She feels a stinge seeing this low demeanor of his!
"Jhappi chaiye? Tight wala?".. she grins sweetly while pecking his cheek..
He blows a kiss towards this adorable being..!
She wraps him into a warm hug, and he feels an immediate drive of pouring his heart to her! This warmth is possibly what he was missing!
She breaks the hug to see him having his eyes welled up again! This is an unusual scenario and she feels her everything is breaking inside..!
"Kya hua baba?"
He closes his eyes to halt back his tears..
"Sidharthhh!".. she drapes her arms around his neck and pulls him into a hug again..
"Hayeee Rabba! Maine phirse kuch kiya hai kya?"
"No! No! meri jaan!"...he wipes his eyes..
"Achha you wanted to go shopping na? Hum jayenge, main abhi taiyar hoke ati hoon, phir dinner bhi karke ayenge bahar se.."
"Ek second.."..he holds her hand into a grip..
"Kya?"
He is facing a storm inside! He is falling out of words and starts biting his lips..
"Baby kya hua hai aapko?".. she cups his face softly..
"I am sorry!!".. anddd he breaks again..!
"Sidharth relax! It's over! We have started fresh!".. she touches his face tenderly..
"No it's not! I hate myself! I can't get over the tears you have shed!"
"But you will have to! For us! We have a whole life to devote here baby!".. Sana insists..
"I feel so heavy Sana!! It's more like kisine mere andar phirse koi stone rakhdia ho!".. he speaks through his flowing tears..
Nothing can be more painful to see her strong, stout man, crying so inevitably like a child! She realizes that he needs to set his guilt free..!
"I can't tolerate even an eye on you but look at me, see what I did myself! I am so sorry baby!!".. he rests his forehead on hers .
"It's okayyyy baba! Its normal in relationships!"
"No it's not!! I want to go back and erase those memories!!".. he is getting hyper!
Sana sighs, finding it hard to control his outbreak!
"Idhar dekho.. you are 38 Sidharth! I didn't even expect you to be a virgin! I totally get it baby! Slow down! Relax!"
"Breathee..!"
"Tu kabhi is wajah se mujhe chhor tou nehi degi na?!".. he expresses a fear..
"That will more be like a suicide for me! I won't! I won't ever! I know how much you love me!"..she affirms with confidence!
"Yes! I love you to no limit! Aur main tujhe bohot pyaar karunga! I swear I would turn this life into a bliss! I promise Sana!".. he places kisses on her hands..
"Aww mera baby!".. she gives him a bone crushing hug.. ❤️
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Evolved Love
FanfictionThey say, "Love is not limited by our relationships but shapes how they flow! Relationships do not define us, but allow us to grow.. " Just going ahead with another shade of #SidNaaz