They say, "Love is not limited by our relationships but shapes how they flow! Relationships do not define us, but allow us to grow.. "
Just going ahead with another shade of #SidNaaz
"Umm.. I know it's awkward but I had to call you!"
"Bataiye, how can I help you?!".. she replies quite calmly..
"Woh actually I was talking to Sneha, aur woh batarahi thi ki usdin you and Sidharth had some differences for me! So I just gathered my courage to call and apologize.."
Sana takes a pause for few seconds to think on her reply..
"Neha ji, thank you for calling lekin you don't have to be sorry for anything kyunki everything is perfectly fine between me and Sidharth.."
"I am glad Sana! I am really glad!"
There is an awkward silence again for a while then Neha speaks up again..
"Sana mujhe tumse kuch baat karni hai..can we meet somewhere?"
"Umm I am still new in Mumbai aur Sidharth bohot zyada protective hai, I don't think I can!Aap ko jo bhi kehna hai aap phone pe bata sakti ho.."
"Okay.. no issues..hum idhar hi baat karlete hai"
"Sana first of all jo hua woh achha nehi hua, na mere sath aur nahi Sid k sath! We both didnt deserve this! But I don't know why, whenever I see him, I get flashes of my past! I loved him very much lekin sath hi sath I committed a big crime which had led to this split! Tabhi tou main sochun, chhorke kyun chala gaya mujhe because he was never an escapist, never!"...She speaks through her sobs..
Sana keeps quiet..
"Tum sun rahi ho na?"
"Haan ji..aap please continue kariye.."
She continues.."Sana I got pregnant when I was in relationship with him! I swear main bohot darr gayi thi! My family was very strict! Papa mujhe bahar studies k leye bhi jane nehi derahe the aur mujhe har haal mein Sidharth k sath rehna tha! Main sochti rahi, and I could come into just one conclusion that it was not the right time! Moreover, I wanted to have my time with Sid, I wanted to enjoy, explore and then think of a family later! However, Sid was different! He always loved kids, always wanted to have a family! Lekin main nehi chahti thi ki sab kuch aise awkward tarikese ho, so I decided to abort the fetus without letting him know but I didn't know that I was losing him in the process!!".. tears start flowing down her eyes..
Sana feels a throb inside, she is trying her best to not react inappropriately..
"Only Sneha knew about it! But I didn't know that it wasn't just Sneha, rather Abhay, Sidharth, Anjali aur Naitik, all 4 of them were aware! Tabhi tou sare mujhe disregard karne lage! But Sidharth didn't want me to know that he aware of this! Waise tou Sneha didn't listen to me but did keep this secret of Sidharth's! Aur aaj, after 12 years, jab maine sab kuch kho diya is chakkar mein, I got to know that he knew!!! He knew Sana!! He must have been so hurt, God!!"..she cries quite audibly now..
She adds..."Aur main pagal yeh sochti rahi ki he cheated on me!!"... Neha sighs and inhales to proceed..."Sana, I paid for my sins already!! I swear I did!! Jis bande ne mujhse itna zyada pyaar kiya, my husband?! He got disturbed hearing all these!! And post my delivery, he met a severe accident in Australia and passed away on spot!! I can't forgive myself Sana!! Never! I destroyed my child's life! My daughter is so tiny and her father couldn't even embrace her for a month!!".. she starts crying inevitably..
Sana was keeping quiet for long but she feels very bad for Neha now..."Neha ji..please shant ho jaiye! It's okay! Trust me!"
"It's not okay Sana!! Maine khudki zindagi tou barbaad kardi, lekin I can't afford to do the same for Sidharth now! Sana please usko galat maat samajhna! He is a very good man! Man of his words! Haan we had our moments and we can't undo that! But I have seen immense love in his eyes for you! I am sorry for whatever happened! Baas usse sorry kehna tha, lekin himmat nehi kar payi.. ab shayed kabhi samna bhi nehi kar paungi!"
"Ab main kuch bolun?".. asks Sana very politely..
"Haan please.."
"You are right, galti tou aap se huyi hai..but now I can feel that you are genuinely sorry for the loss! Dekhiye, Sidharth knew about it and you just got aware of this! But I had my discussion with my husband in this regard, almost a week back and I too knew about everything!".. says a confident Sana..
Neha gets astonished!!
"You knew about all these?"
"Haan aur woh bhi aap se pehle!".. she smirks..
Sana continues.."Ab is bare mein baat karke, you would only make things awkward for both sides. I would suggest, keep patience and try to seek some help to get rid of these flashes you are having, atleast for the sake of your daughter. And please don't worry about us! I trust his love for me and I know that nothing, absolutely nothing can break this trust!"
"Sun k achha laga! I thought I should spill it out and apologize but tumne tou mujhe bilkul hairan kardiya! Anyway, Sana main ja rahi hoon wapas, Australia. Main idhar rahungi tou I will never be able to get over this! Aur mujhe bohot kuch karna hai apni beti k leye! I guess only in this way, Sanjay (her husband) will forgive me and he will rest in peace!"
"Good luck with your new journey Neha ji! Aur aap buri nehi ho, baas the situation was not in your favor!".. says Sana very convincingly..
"Now I know why Sidharth says, he has found his right fit! You are a gem Sana! Bohot khush rehna! I will keep you guys in my prayers! Rakhti hoon.. byee take care!"
"You too..! Bye.."
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