Story of my Life ❤ (English Version)

26.Chapter

We went downstairs to the living room for lunch. Sam had made spaghetti bolognese for us with a little something extra - Sam's specialty. We sat down and ate together. After that it was time to get ready. I noticed a strange tingling sensation all over my body and then I felt sick. I knew something was wrong with me. I went to the bathroom and took out a pregnancy test from my emergency bag. I had to wait a few more minutes for the results, but I had to get ready quickly. I put the test in my bag and ran out of the bathroom to our room. I changed with Zendaya upstairs and the boys got ready downstairs. After that, we had to get going. Everyone was totally blown away by Zendaya's appearance when she went downstairs. She was wearing a burgundy, backless evening gown.

Se: *shouts* Shirin! Are you coming? We have to go.
I: *cries* I.....I can't!
Se: Sweetheart, what's wrong?
I: Go without me!
Se: No we won't and please open the door.

I hesitated but then the door opened. Sebastian hugged me, he knew that I was not well and he understood me immediately.

Se: if anything happens, I hope you know that you can always talk to me. I am always there for you.
I: Sebas...... I've been hiding something from you and.....this guilt is killing me!

I showed him my leg through the side slit of my dress. A long scar was visible.

I: i didn't tell you so you wouldn't worry. I've given you enough headaches already.
Se: Oh baby! Don't say that! You didn't turn my head at all! Only your love does!

I kissed myself on my cheek and asked where the scar came from when suddenly Tom came and asked if everything was okay. It was far from Tom to see that he was a little afraid of Sebastian.

We agreed but knew it was a lie so we went down to the car and I took a pill. In the car Sebastian and I sat in the back and I looked out the window dejectedly as Sebastian stroked me so that a slight smile came over my lips. I put my head on his shoulder and closed my eyes.

" I ran as fast as I could, pursued by the police and the FBI. I was all alone, no one was there. It was at night, the streets were dark. Only street lights and the police then lit up place only the police sirine sounded. I ran into an alley and hid behind two large garbage cans. Suddenly two ice-cold hands grabbed me by the neck. When the figure appeared, it was not an unknown face. I was frightened"

Drenched in sweat, I waited for him at Sebastian's. He looked at me worriedly. I noticed that there was no one in the car except Sebastian and a strange older handsome man. Sebastian and he seemed to get along very well.

Man: Hey. Are you alright?
I: *stutters* H-hello I'm g-good.
Se: calm down first and take a deep breath in 123 and out again and in again 123
I: *breathes* Thank you Sebastian!

He smiled at me and kissed me on my cheek. For that one moment I forgot about the nightmare and all the bad memories.

Man: i haven't even introduced myself yet how rude of me sorry. I'm Jeremy Renner.
I: Nice to meet you Mr. Renner I am Shirin.
J: just call me Jeremy

We smile at each other and 3 hours later we were already together on the dance floor dancing with Tom, Zendaya, Tom's brothers and Jeremy and many other people. Sebastian already knew Jeremy because they had met a few years ago at a charity organization. Suddenly, Tom made an announcement:
"Ladies and gentlemen, as you know this event is a review and celebration of the 100th Marvel movie. Please join me in welcoming new Avengers member Elli."
I didn't realize what was happening. Who was meant or what it was even about. Sebastian just laughed and pushed me towards Tom. It was only after Robert Downey Jr came up to me and handed me a special gift that I realized I was supposed to play Elli. I was shocked, but positive. A few minutes later I took my pill and went back to the dance floor. An hour later I went to the bar out of breath when I saw Tom and Sebastian leaving the hall.

Conversation between Tom and Sebastian:

S: Tom...I'm so sorry. Please forgive me for going off on you. I didn't know what I was doing before I tried and I just couldn't control it.
T: lntoxicated? On me? Why!? I should rather be jealous of you. You have such a great girlfriend! You should really appreciate her.
S: but you do have an adorable girlfriend.
T: I do. I was in love with Zendaya before we met, but Shirin.... Shirin is very talented and you can tell right away what a great role model you are for her and....to the incident is already forgotten.
The two of them smile.
S: Tom? Can I tell you something?
T: Yeah, sure. Shoot.
S: I'm planning to surprise Shirin and I need your help, so the plan is this.....

By now 15 minutes had passed and they still hadn't shown up then I remembered the test. I took my bag and went to the bathroom. I locked myself in a stall and squeezed my eyes shut. Thousands of thoughts running through my head what if it's positive? what will Sebastian say? will he leave me? will be a good father?
Then I prompartly opened my eyes and indeed it was positive.......
I was so shocked a few minutes later I got myself together and went back to the bar. Suddenly, as if struck by a bliz, I saw terrible images before my eyes. I slumped down and my eyes went black. The last words I heard were Jeremy calling my name in a panic, trying to keep my eyes open.