𝐓𝐀𝐄𝐊𝐎𝐎𝐊. They've been happy. And Jungkook is sure that his life ahead with Taehyung will be happier and happiest. Been married to the younger boy, it's been years of them paying each other loyalty, love, trust and intimacy with every other po...
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Jungkook has never doubted Taehyung over his love for himself or over his power of bearing the miseries along with Jungkook. The younger boy has always surpassed the way to Jungkook's heart with his strength and the excessive amount of love he has for the blind in his heart.
Jungkook has never doubted the younger's feelings regarding himself or his will to go on with Jungkook and those problems that always come rising to his life in the form of his mother or poverty.
Why would he? When Taehyung has given no single reason to him to dwell over the deepness of his emotions or his love that he claims to have stored for jungkook. He knows that wording the word 'claim' seems wrong here, sounds very wrong but he can't help it.
He really can't, when Taehyung grasping him hard within his embrace as if--as if he's scared to lose him but the words that slip through his lips in the easiest way possible--Jungkook has begun to doubt his lover. He has begun to doubt Taehyung's love for himself, even if it seems like the most heartbreaking thing to do at the moment.
He doesn't realises when and how he pulls away from Taehyung. Getting rid of the younger's grip on himself has always been the hardest task to do but at the moment it felt the easiest and safest thing to do. When Taehyung's been looking at him with that pitiful, slightly guiltier gaze--it really does settles within his way of protecting himself from what's there to come ahead--
"repeat that.." he whispers, as he let go of the younger's hand. The weight on his chest keeps increasing and he wonders--he really wonders if it's possible to make your mind believe that you're having hallucinations. A simple, easy way to sneak away from the tensed atmosphere--
"I said, let's go for a divorce.." Taehyung keeps looking at him, his gaze is neither scared or nervous like of jungkook's. The man thinks if it jungkook speaking those words--he wouldn't be able to look at Taehyung with every living cell in his body killing him inside for even thinking of such step--
"you're kidding, right?" oh, Jungkook really wants it to be a joke. A simple coping mechanism for the heartbreak that's already in process beneath his hard chest.
But seeing how Taehyung didn't laugh or looked away in shyness, jungkook feels like the world is falling apart. Him being on the weaker side, he knows he won't be able to survive without the other being on his side--
"stop playing w-with me, I'm really upset at the m-moment.." he's speaking under his breath, his eyes fluttering and blinking Feverishly against the highs of his cheekbones as he looks down at the floor.
Is it okay to feel so foreign and peculiar about this? Because jungkook thinks the atmosphere is getting Airy and its getting harder to breathe here--
