In The Public Eye (Conor Maynard Fanfic)

Im sorry

Poppy's P.O.V

6 am. "It should be illegal to have to get up at this time" I mumbled to my self as I drag my self out of bed. I was finally back home in my apartment, I walked over to the wardrobe rubbing my eyes. As I was going through my wardrobe to find something to wear I came across a pile of Conor's clothing, I stared at it and smiled, all the memories came flooding back, I could feel the tears coming to my eyes, I miss him so much I just want everything to go back to how they were. I was brought out of my thoughts by my phone going of, it was Sally texting me 'radio 1 studios at 8am. car will pick you up at 7:30'. i put my phone back on my bed and got ready. By the time id had some breakfast got showered and dressed it was 7:25, I sat by the window to wait for the car to pull up. It soon arrived, I grabbed my keys, purse and bag on my way out and locked the door behind me. I climbed into the car and was greeted be Sally, we sat there talking and laughing about random things as always until we pulled up outside the studios. This was my first interview since Oprah so I'm sure there will be more questions because I said a lot in that interview which I kind of wish I hadn't but its done now. We walked up to the studio and sat outside the room waiting for Fearne to Finnish. I was sat on the floor leaning on the wall behind me with Sally. "you know Sally radio 1 were the ones that pretty much got me and Conor together"

"Yeh that's why I'm a bit worried about this interview because they will mention it"

"I'm sure I will be fine" I lied, I just know that questions will be asked that I really don't want to answer. We were called into the studio, I sat I front of the microphone and Sally sat in the corner on her phone.

"Hello Poppy how are you, now your finally back in the UK?" Fearne started off

"I'm good and I know I haven't been here in ages"

" so up you were on Oprah recently, and you really did pull on all our heart strings during that interview" I did a nervous laugh

"Yeh it was quite an emotional interview but thank goodness it's done now"

"So are you and Conor no longer a couple or what?"

I looked over to Sally and she just stared at me, I turned back to Fearne

"To be honest Fearne I don't even know anymore"

I think she got the message that I did t really want to answer these questions because she quickly moved on

"Ok listeners we have a request off a guy called Sam Smith from Brighton" I instantly turn back to Sally, Sam Smith was the name I called Conor for fun. Fearne carried on

"And he has requested that we play 'Stay' by Miley Cyrus he says 'I did something I regret and lost the girl I love the most so please could you play it for her' so here you go Sam, I hope your girl friend forgives you". the music started to play and I turned to Sally, I told her to come to me

"Sally I think this is Conor" I whispered making sure I was away from the mic just I case it was still on

"I thought that, what should we do? Should i ask them to stop?" She whispered back

I shook my head "no because if we do that it will sound suspicious and i don't want anymore attention so we might as well leave it"

I turned back to Fearne and smiled trying to act normal, put I couldn't help but listen to the song and think about Conor. I could feel the tears coming back to my eyes and the lump in my throat, I decided to get my phone out and go on twitter so I wasn't going to look at anyone in the eye because they would be able to tell I was about to cry and that's the last thing I want. I was going through my mentions when a text came up, it was off Conor. He had left me alone for the past few days and not text or called me. which I'm grateful for because I've had more time to think, I opened the text and it read 'I don't know if you have decided to listen to the song or not but it is off me I text in because I want to show you how much I miss you and how sorry I am, because I don't know what else I can do. I'm sorry xxx' I was ready to just burst out into tears, I need to phone him. I managed to hold back the tears I gave my phone to Sally to read the text. The song finally ended and the interview carried on, as soon as it was over we said our goodbyes and left. We got into the car and I immediately text Jack 'I'm gonna ring you but if your with Conor act like its not me, I need to talk to you' I sent it and immediately got a reply 'ok', I pressed ring and he quickly answered

"Hey mate you ok?" He said

"Are you with Conor?"

"Yeh one sec I will go and have I look for you" he was quite good at acting, I waited until he spoke again

"Ok I'm away from Conor, are you ok?" He asked

"Yeh I'm fine look I'm thinking about coming to see Conor in about an hour to talk to him but I don't want him to know until I get there"

"Well he hasn't left the house for 2 days so you really need to talk to him, and Poppy that girl did come on to him, he would never do that to you, he loves you way to much. He hasn't stopped crying since the day it happened and when he does, he doesn't want to talk to anyone and he just sleeps all day" I could hear the sadness in his voice

"I know jack I believe you, that's why I want to talk to him, so are you at home now?"

"Yeh, so I will see you in an hour" he asked

"Yeh hopefully, please could you answer the door when I get there and not Conor?"

"Yeh sure, I'm going out soon so I will leave you two alone"

"Ok see you soon"

I pulled up out the house and knocked on the door, Jack answered as planed. He smiled and moved slightly so I could walk in

"Where's Conor?" I whispered

"Up stairs sleeping" he whispered back

"Am I alright to go up?

"Yeh sure, but I'm leaving in sec so I'll see you soon" still whispering

He walked out the door and left me standing there. I walked up the stairs and walked up the Conor's bedroom door which was closed, I took a deep breath and knocked on the door. There was a mumble of an answer and I walked in...