In The Public Eye (Conor Maynard Fanfic)

What Have I Done?

Conor's P.O.V

I slowly opened my eyes and the sunlight hit me straight away, I rolled on to my sighed away from the window and pulled the duvet over my head. I suddenly had shooting pains go straight through me head, hangover great. I stumbled out of bed and the pain got worse the light wasn't helping either. "I am never drinking again" I mumbled as I walked in to the kitchen to see jack resting his head in the table. I reached up into the cupboard to get some painkillers "do you want some jack?" He mumbled and answer which I can guess was yes. I filled two glasses with water and place one in front of jack along with 2 painkillers. He groaned and swallowed the pills and went back to resting his head on the table. I made my way to the front room and sat on the sofa, trying to find out what I can remember from last night. I got my phone off the coffee table and decided to check my twitter, my mentions were just filled with tweets saying '@ConorMaynard how could you do that to Poppy?' 'Do you realise how much you have hurt her @ConorMaynard" I suddenly remembered what happened with that girl last night, but how do they know? I was going to look at some of the photos when my publicised text me a picture and saying 'what were you thinking?' I opened the picture and it showed me kissing this girl but it looked like I was holding onto her....shit! I was going to ring Poppy to explain but then I remembered that she's in America and their a few hours behind so she would be sleeping, and I don't think its would be a good idea to wake her up and explain me self I will have to wait.

Poppy's P.O.V

"POPPY GET UP NOW!!! YOU NEED TO GET UP NOW!!!" Sally was shaking me like I was a rag doll "WHAT?!?" I hate being woken up like this "I think it would be better if I showed you, before you find out off any one else" she shoved her phone in my face, I rubbed my eyes "this had better be important Sally" I took her phone out of her hands, it was the E! News website 'did Conor Maynard get to carried away?' Was the name of the article, crap what has he done now? I instantly thought the worst. I scrolled down the page, Sally was staring at me waiting for my reaction, I got to a picture of Conor kissing a random girl, I rubbed my eyes again because I thought I was seeing things but I wasn't. I just stared at the picture, I could feel my eyes filling with tears, Sally broke the silence "I'm so sorry" I looked up at her and me moving me head caused the tears to run down my checks, I just shook my head "no it must be photoshopped!" "I'm really sorry Poppy it's not ive already checked and everything. I'm so sorry I don't know what to say" I look back down at the picture "but why? I don't understand Sally he promised" she pulled me in for a hug, she kept on whispering "I'm sorry, I'm so sorry". The tears were rolling down my checks like rivers. My heart just hurt.

I hadn't said much since Sally showed me the picture, I was just getting on with packing my bags I was due to return to the UK anyway today, I'm dreading it. All I can think about is Conor, I just don't understand why he would do that. I put the last of my clothing in my bag and sat in my bed to wait for Hannah and Sally to come. My phone suddenly went off I picked it up to see Conor calling, I stared at the screen considering whether I should answer it or not. I felt so angry at him, I pressed answer and put it to my ear the tears started to flow down my cheeks all I could say was "why? Conor why would you do that" "Poppy I'm so sorry it's not what it looks like trust me she came on to me" I have never heard so much crap in my life "OH IS THAT WHY YOU MADE SUCH AN EFFORT TO GET HER OFF YOU? YOU HAD YOUR HAND AROUND HER WAIST CONOR! THAT IS NOT HOW YOU GET SOMEONE OFF YOU" I was hurting so bad "Poppy I did try to push her away, that photo was taken I the wrong time, I know what it looks like but it isn't true" I could tell he was crying but I didn't have any sympathy for him he has hurt me so much "Conor I thought I could trust you, but hey I was wrong again thanks Conor" he stared to reply but I didn't want to here anymore and just put the phone down. I burst into more tears just when Sally and Hannah walked in "hey hey hey what wrong" they both hugged me "he just rang me" "what did he say" "he said that she came on to him" they hugged me tighter. I finally calmed down and made my why down to the car outside. I put some sunglasses on to hide my puffy, blood shocked eyes. As soon as I stepped out side there was at least 10 paps in my face asking about Conor I just ignored them and got it the back of the car, quickly followed by Hannah and Sally. I got my phone out of my pocket and saw 3missed calls off Conor 4texts off Alex and 2 texts off jack I decided to ignore them all and just put my phone back into my pocket. I got my iPod out and put it on shuffle to try and block out the world but the first song that came on was Just In Case by Conor I wanted to turn it off but for some reason I kept it on, a tear slowly slid down my check just hearing his voice makes me cry, I could feel my phone going off repeated in my pocket but I ignored it. I noticed Hannah and Sally looking at each other and then looking at me. I turned my back to them and just closed my eyes I just wanted to get away from reality.