In The Public Eye (Conor Maynard Fanfic)

Are We Ok?

Conor's P.O.V

" Poppy I don't have to tell you where I am 24/7" I argued

"Well I would appreciate it if you did because I was worried sick about you when you didn't come home last night" she argued back

"IM OLD ENOUGH TO LOOK AFTER MY SELF POPPY"I shouted back, she was really starting to get on my nerves

"CONOR ALL IM ASKING OF YOU IS IF YOU COULD TELL ME WHEN YOU'RE NOT COMING HOME!IS THAT TOO MUCH TO ASK??"

"POPPY I CAN'T BE BOTHERED ARGUING WITH YOU RIGHT NOW SO END OF"

"YOU'RE SO ANNOYING!!" She was pretty much screaming at me right now, not what I need when I have a hang over

"IM ANNOYING?? YOU'RE THE CONTROL FREAK WHO CAN'T TRUST THEIR OWN BOYFRIEND! YOU'RE SUCH A BITCH" I then realised what I just said and regretted it instantly. I could see the tears In her eyes

"WELL IT'S KIND OF DIFFICULT TO TRUST SOMEONE WHEN THEY HAVE CHEATED ON YOU BEFORE"

Poppy's P.O.V

"WELL IT'S KIND OF DIFFICULT TO TRUST SOMEONE WHEN THEY HAVE CHEATED ON YOU BEFORE" the tears started to stream down my face like rivers, I can't believe I just said that. We both stood there in silence not knowing what to say next. The silence was broken by a knock on the door. I wiped the tears from eyes and walked over to the door and opened it with a fake smile plastered on my face

"Heyy" I said to Hannah trying to sound happy

"are you and Conor ready for the interview?" I could tell she knew something was wrong but thank god she decided to ignore it. I turned around to look at Conor who was also wiping tears of his face, he cleared his throat

"As ready as I will ever be" he said trying to sound his cheerful self. This was going to be our first interview as a couple and what great timing ...not. Me and Conor have been arguing a lot lately over stupid things. I grabbed my coat and bag and followed Hannah to the awaiting car, i could hear Conor closing the front door and locking it. I climbed into the car and put my bag on the seat next to my, making sure Conor couldn't sit there. He quickly caught up and took the seat across from me, I rolled my eyes can he not get the idea that I don't want to sit near him right now. I put my ear phones in and turned on my music off my phone. Just as the song started Hannah spoke

"Ok so are you gonna tell me why you were both crying when I knocked on the door and why your sat across from each when you usually can keep your hands off each other or I'm I gonna have to guess" I took my ear phones out and look at Conor and he just turned away

"Ok I will guess then, you had an argument?" Neither me or Conor responded

"Well what ever it is you're going to have to go out there with smiles on your faces, holding hands and acting like there is nothing wrong because we really could do with out the media attention right now. And as soon as we are in the building away from the cameras you can act like children and not talk or walk with each other until the interview ok?" She sounded pissed off, so we both just nodded. I put my ear phones back in and went on twitter. I could tell Conor was staring at me out of the corner of my eye, I decided to ignore him. I've set up my phone to tell me when ever Conor tweets something new. My phone came up with a twitter notification saying Conor had tweeted something. I reopened my twitter to have a look, Conor was still looking at me. I clicked on his profile and saw that he had tweeted a video link,it was Ordinary people by John Legend. I Opened the link and the video started to play, tears were starting to form in my eyes it felt like I had a million pieces of glass stuck in my eyes. All the words described mine and Conor situation right now. The video ended and I wiped the tears from my eyes, I then got a text off Conor

-from Conor-

I'm sorry, I didn't mean anything I said. I'm just really hung over. i love you xxx

I locked my phone and put it in my pocket, I looked up at Conor and I could see the hurt in his eyes. I just turned back to looking out the window trying to ignore him. The car stopped and I turned to look at Hannah

"You two ready? Remember smile and hold hands" she reminded us I nodded and followed her out the car to be greeted by 20 odd paps. I stopped and turned around to find Conor, he grabbed my hand and intertwined our fingers we both smiled and acted like everything was fine. We quickly got into the building escaping from the paps, Conor let go of my hand and walked ahead. I stopped to talk to a few fans I always love seeing them smile. I said my goodbyes and turned around to see Conor and the rest of the crew in the elevator waiting for me. I walked to the elevator and stood next to Conor and leaned my head on his shoulder as the doors closed. The elevator doors open and Conor starts to walk out when I grab his hand and intertwine our fingers

"We don't have to hold hands anymore you know" he said quietly

"I know, am I not allowed to hold my boyfriends hand when I want to?" I replied and look at him and smiled, he smiled back and but his arm over my shoulders still holding my hand and and pulled me in close

"I love you" he whispered into my ear

" I love you too and I'm sorry about what I said earlier" I look up into his eyes, he smiled and kissed me on my cheek

"Me too babe"

"Are you two ok now?" Hannah asked as she walked behind us, we both laughed.