the way i loved you

narration #13

iris lim

I opened my eyes. i saw two guys, standing infront of me. it feels like they're gonna do something bad to me. I'm only wearing my underwear and bra. my body is exposed.

they tied my hands. they tied my both ankles.
may panyo ako sa bibig, hindi ako nakapag salita sa sobrang higpit nito. I'm scared. someone, please help me

they're walking towards me, my hands are shaking.

"ang sexy, mauna na 'ko ha?" Sabi nung isang lalaki, tinulak niya ako, dahilan ng pagka-higa ko sa sahig.

i cried. i fucking cried. it hurts so much. i need help, i need someone to help me..

it hurts..

i tried to escape from his hands. but I can't. he's too strong.

**FEW WEEKS LATER**

they did this to me alot. they're hurting me, punching me, they even slapped me. alot.

I'm so fucking exhausted.. I'm so fucking hurt..
i want to go home. i want to see my kiel. i want to hug him.

pa.. ma.. kiel.. gusto ko nang umuwi. gusto ko nang umuwi sainyo.

"masakit, iris?" Someone asked me, siri?

"siri? how could you do this to me?" I said while crying. crying all night, it's so tiring.

"you deserve it, iris. I can't believe ezekiel would date someone like you. you're just a maid's daughter! you're a weak woman. ezekiel doesn't love you anymore, he loves me now." She smirked.

i glared at her, i fucking hate her. i thought she's a nice person. she's a evil bitch.

"siri, please.. let me go."

"i want to go home.."

"home, my ass."

"siri, please..."

"I won't, iris. you'll be here until you're dead."

"s-siri.."

"I'll make him mine, we'll make a good family. dapat mawala ka na sa mundo! para mamuhay na kami ng payapa. you're a mistake, iris. wala kang kwentang tao!"

She left after she said that, that hurts me more. am i really a weak woman? kiel won't leave me. he loves me. my kiel loves me.

I'm a mistake, yes, i know that. sana nga hindi nalang ako nabuhay. pero I'll live for my kiel.