Birds chirped as Alban watched water droplets drip down the green shiney leaves that were scattered out of their backyard. Bees finally coming out to smell the sweet pollen that was inside the beautiful elegant flowers that he and Sonny watered and took care regularly.
It was a cool day, temperature wasn't all that shittingly hot and wasn't all that fucking cold. It was the perfect temp and everything almost felt like the perfect day if it wasn't for the touch and love starved boy named Alban.
Everything went all smoothly till the neko had the sudden spike in urge to get physical affection from his onii. Living and growing up on the streets didn't really give much love and affection than a usual home so the brunette was practically deprived by a lot of things since birth.
Love was one of the things that was stripped away from him at an early young age. He didn't pay much mind to it half of the time, though he did find himself wanting more and more whenever he hugged a friend when they meetup and Sonny was no exception.
He was like a broken record when it came to him. Always circling the same cycle of wanting affection but never getting the courage to verbally express his wants and needs to the man. Always replaying back at the very beginning as if nothing changed nor happened. No progress done whatsoever and just continues spinning and spinning until someone turns it off.
But lately, the urge has been much more strong these past few days. He's been wanting to snuggle in with his roommate for hours but he couldn't. Sonny was a busy man and Alban knew that. Unfortunately, their schedules rarely bump into each other and they only manage to talk the most when they collab for a stream and that wasn't enough interaction Alban needed to get through the day.
He needed and wanted his Sonny. He always felt so calm with him, like he's on cloud 9 or something. A feeling he couldn't quite grasp even if he tried his hardest to.
Brisko usually went out to work really early, early to the point Alban was still sound asleep. Then he would spend his whooooleee day with his officer job thing and come home by midnight, which Alban would either be fast asleep by then or awake but not conscious enough to process anything when his beloved came home.
And as much as he wanted to always stay up every night, his body wouldn't allow him to be awake past 11 or 12 at night. And Sonny would scold him everytime he would so it wasn't really a win-win type of situation in his side.
His onii really cared for him, he would still try to message Alban whenever he can. Giving little 'I hope you're doing okay and eating well<3' every now and then and a few stories to share. Alban always remembered how fast Brisko would type at his keyboard and he would sometimes watch in pure awe of how quick and swift his fingers were.
Alban wished he was as swift and fast like Sonny's fingertips that pressed contently to his row of keys.
Setting that aside, he was still hungry for any hint of lovey dovey affection and just thinking about how head over heels he was with his roommate didn't help. It probably and most likely made it worst with all honesty.
He needed a relief from the aching neediness of his heart and soul. Today might've just been his lucky day since it was his and Sonny's off day today. Their schedule finally overlapped each other!
He walked over to the living room to be greeted with a familiar yellow bright white hair that was his roommate's.
"Hey Sonny, watcha' doing?" He asked with his arms behind his back and a little cheeky smile plastered on his ever so cute face. "Oh, just reading a book. Do you need anything, Alban?" He said in his usual voice. Ugh! Such a charming voice, Alban thought.
