robin buckley one shots

freaks

tw — language, smut, sensitive topics (?)
[ Y/n's POV (always) ]

being a metalhead & a lesbian in hawkins is a hard thing, the only person who knows about my sexuality is eddie, my brother, who can't pass senior class.

SCHOOL

"Move freak, both you and your satanist brother" jason yelled at me & punched me, i was about to punch him back and eddie stopped me "it's not worth it, believe me" i turned around but when jason yelled "aw, look at this wonderful moment, a faggot and a dyke leaving because they're too scar-" before he could even finish i just punched him and we got into a huge fight, i was just beating the hell out of him, on a corner i noticed robin, the girl i was crazy about, she looked at me kinda relieved, then 2 teachers separated us, unfortunately the one turned out to be principal Hickings

PRINCIPAL'S OFFICE

"Now tell me, what lend you, y/l/n, to this" principal asked me "yeah, tell him" jason said "don't even speak you started it, you punched first. I just- replied" he looked at me "y/n, look at me, and tell me what happened." i looked at him "so, Jason and my brother Eddie have like- a war i can call it- anyways, i somehow got involved to it in 11th grade, jason keeps calling me a freak and punching me, and even worse words i don't wanna say." i said "you punched the shit out of me-" he said "language!!" principal yelled "you asked for it." principal looked so done, he just let us go...

AT CLASS (science)

me and eddie sit next to each other while steve and robin sit in front of us, today we were getting our grades about the test we had last week, i got a 17, and surprisingly eddie got a 13 "congratulations eddie munson, keep your grades like that and you will finally pass the class" we just laughed, a few minutes later i could hear steve and robin talking about a girl, vickie i think

steve - so tell me what happened ?
robin - it was all perfect, but i don't know man, she seems not to be into girls
steve - you should try and ask her out, before she gets back with her ex boyfriend, this would be toxic
robin - says the one who wanted to fuck his ex so she could be pregnant with your 6 kids
steve - shut up buckley you're no better
robin - at least i got an 18 when you got a 12
he kinda hit her with a pencil, when the teacher said "harrington, buckley, if you keep chatting during my class I will seperate you, but honestly, what's more important than chemistry?" she finished her sentence.

AFTER SCHOOL

i was walking out of school like i wanted to cry, eddie was basically chasing me "y/n, y/n wait i can't run my feet hurt, i- i- heard what robin and steve were talking about, listen to me, it's a crush, and as i understood, they're not gonna end up together" we sat down

"look, eds, it's not only my crush on her, it's everything, it's this town. this homophobic town, everyone treats you like shit, we are the freaks, because we like this kind of music, because we dress up like that, because we like the same gender, because we don't have sexual or romantic attraction, because we are too shy or too loud, because, because,
because, there are a million becauses, they always blame something and find someone to judge, we are the easiest target, the ones who's dad or mom were never there, who were raised by their older siblings or they raised their younger ones, the ones who found a safeplace, listening to music all day, or drawing, this is what we are, eddie, the freaks."

the freaks...

"wow..." he said pulling me into a hug, where i finally felt comfortable crying, even tho my makeup was all ruined, i didnt even mind "you really feel all that, you dig so, so fucking deep, you need to take a break from thinking that way"

NEXT DAY  (saturday !!)

i woke up at around 10am, to loud music from eddie's room "jesus h christ can't that wait until afternoon" i said "no it can't I need to practice, you can go on a walk, maybe ask someone to hang out" he laughed "haha, okay, have a good day."

i was walking down hawkins when i noticed vickie and robin on a dark corner, i was as close as possible to head their conversation...

vickie - why are we here? cant we go on the playground?
robin - i- um-
vickie - you...? robin you scare me
robin - i want to tell you things, i feel months now, i want to... to let you know
vickie - to let me know... what exactly
robin just took a look around, looked at vickie, then around again, then she went in to kiss her, vickie pulled away too quick "no no no, no i don't... i don't like women, not in that way.. i dont like you Robin, that way..." she just run away,

then i saw steve appearing at robin crying her eyes out "hey hey, what happened" he asked her "fuck you, both you and your mad full crazy shit-" he cut her off "no no robin, please, don't ruin your life again for a crush, please i am here for you, shoulder to cry, boobies?" he laughed trying to comfort her "this isn't the time to talk about boobies, it's never time to talk about boobies, i just got rejected- oh my fuckin- what if she tells people, and my parents find out oh my god i am so... so screwed" she was breathing so heavy she started falling on steve when he hugged her "hey hey i am gonna help you, i will help you. here, hit me." she just go and hit him 3 good times "better now or do you want to end me??" he laughed "kinda better, but i wish i could punch you more times" she laughed "yes that's my best friend! my loud best friend"

days passed, they passed like centuries, me and robin started hanging out a lot more, we can actually get along, she is a person that i can relate to, i can be open and myself, i can feel her pain and she can feel mine, she knew how to calm people down, she knew how to comfort people, even people with the worst traumas. god i love hanging out with her

1 MONTH LATER

hanging out with robin buckley was the best thing that happened to me she was always there when jason or any other basketball team member was bullying me or calling me a freak, and now, there comes the day i admitted my feelings about her...

robin - how have you been? did you passed every subject?
y/n - yeah, with actually good grades
robin - we are finally free from school, now we have the outside world my dear *she laughed
and so did I*
y/n - i also need to tell you something, really important for me ...
robin - go for it
y/n - when we first met, it was when i joined the freshman class, you were sitting all along, in front of my brother, you hated steve sitting next to you but look how things change, while 4 years now im sitting with my brother, you were so quiet in class but such a good student, outside the class you're so loud, i love that about you, you have suffered so much but actually can hide it so well, im a fan of yours for real, the thing i wanna end up to is that... i... i like you i wanna kiss you right now can I please get the permission to do it... *i said really fast*

robin came closer to me, and she kissed me, she kissed me oh my gosh, i kissed her back, and her hands were on my neck, after a few seconds she pulled away and hugged me "awwhhh, this was so heart-warming" robin said

4 MONTHS LATER
our relationship was so healthy, we talked about everything, it was a secret of course, for obvious reason and the only people who knew were steve & eddie... i love you robin buckley <3

we were at robin's house, for a sleepover since her parents weren't there, after 2 hours of trying to sleep, i couldnt, i wanted to tell her, I was ready for the next step, have sex, for the first time in my life

y/n - hey Robin...
robin - yeah.??
y/n - remember when you asked me when am I gonna be ready... about you know... sex... I think I finally am...
robin - you sure...
y/n - yeah... I know my feelings for you

there kept silence until

I went a bit closer to her, i kissed her, i felt her hands around my neck as she kissed back, pulled away and kissed me again, when she pulled away again, she gently grabbed me by my neck & waist, pushing me against the wall, she took off my jacket, kissing my neck, i started unbuttoning her suit, and i took off my shirt, she started kissing lower and lower, "i need you here *i placed her hand on my heart* and here" i said kissing her again. i went on top of her laying her on her bed, kissing her once again, she unbuttoned my bra, not letting it fall on the bed, she also unbuttoned my jeans. Putting her hands inside them, i moaned, couldn't handle it, it was my first time... doing that she gently opening my legs and climb on top of me, putting a finger in and a finger out, god this woman, she unbuttoned her jeans too not pulling them down tho, she picked me up pushing me against the door, she kissed me hard, and then went harder on my neck, then the best, my boobs, god it felt so good her just licking my boobs and secretly randomly touching my waist, and legs, i was actually moaning hard, i accidentally (or maybe not) placed my hand inside her jeans, she lend me to the bed once again,,