robin buckley one shots

you changed [ part 2 ]

April 27, 1986

I've always hated myself for things I did or didn't do, I've always been confused about everything and had my own opinion, never took advices for anyone, except Robin... she was the only person that actually stayed, everyone always left, i cant keep friends, I am the problem. Now I see why.

I turned into a bully because what? I wanted to fit in and be normal, fuck this stereotype anyways.

school

i was walking towards gym class when jason approached me saying "we wanna go to a party at 9pm, are you in or not?" i looked at him in disgust "you know what Jason, no, i don't feel comfortable around people and im pretty sure I've mentioned it many times" he looked at me, also in disgust "oh Jesus Christ why are you always making it about yourself, you want to fit in so bad it makes you look even more like a freak, you're so disgusting" he finished

"you know what? Maybe I'm a freak, or wait, i am, literally, what's your deal? are you that much of a coward, being scared of someone who's different, what do you think I'll do? sacrifice your beautiful preppy coquette body to the devil? oh please grow up for once"

"I've taken enough from you, and your freaky nerd weird friends, you will burn, in a place no one will find you, no one would give a fuck about you anyways"

i couldn't stay like this for longer, i just punched him and we got into a huge fight, infront of the whole school.

cool right? well it wasn't

after school i was walking my way home, and there she was, robin buckley, my first and only love, she walked towards me "why did you left yesterday? actually i know, but i didn't find it weird y/n, you hear me? i have always wanted to kiss you, since we were kids even tho it seemed so wrong, illegal" i laughed and smiled at her "well well, we are well-known as criminals buckley" she laughed "how about we try that kiss again... pause... without any fun business we are literally on the street." i said as she looked at me, coming closer, then she stopped "fuck it's not easy when you expect it" robin said, i grab her again from her shirt and kissed her, pulled away once again "you didn't see that coming did ya?" i joked "you almost scared me" she look at me in anger "aw, it's Robin fuckin Buckley scared of me??" i was being sarcastic. again.

she took it personal "try me again"

i pulled in and kissed her, again, she kissed back, after a few seconds of kissing she picked me up, my legs were around her waist, and she pulled me against a tree... when we were... uh... making out... just making out nothing much nothing more...

it's Hawkins it's a never ending story. 😟