Anxiety

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Gon woke up before Killua again and stared at him.

Gon stared at him for a few minutes to come up with a solution.

He can't know.

Gon made his way downstairs to start breakfast.

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Killua was at that place again. The door in front of him was taunting him. Waiting for him. Waiting for him to open that door and see that man again. Killua just couldn't control his dream, so he walked forward.

He opened the door and saw the same thing again, except he just stood there. He was able to see the face of the man that was laying on the floor.

Why am I getting emotional...?

Killua raises his hands to wipe his eyes, but the tears just wouldn't stop falling.

The man with the covered face charged at him as Killua dropped to his knees sobbing.

Why... why can't I stop crying?

Once again, all he saw was black.

Killua gasped again, sitting up right away.

Killua's breathing was fast and his forehead, back and neck were soaked with sweat.

Killua replayed his dream again. "W-what... what was that..." Killua mummbled.

Killua decided to not tell Gon about this dream. He feels like he's bothering Gon with these dreams, so he just won't tell him, unless if they get too bad.

Killua calms his breathing once he hears footsteps coming up the stairs. Gon beams at Killua, "Hey! How did you sleep?" Gon asks. Killua's still a little shaky, but that was easy to hide, "Fine... it's easier to move my arms now." Killua says while raising his arms up. Gon chuckles and carry's Killua downstairs. 

During breakfast Killua decided to ask about his phone, "Gon?" Gon looked up and hummed, "When is my phone getting here?" Gon stopped eating and furrowed his brows, "Hmm.. I don't know. I'll call the place today and ask." Gon goes back to eating and Killua hums.

After breakfast Gon moved the coffee table in their living room out of the way, so Gon could help Killua with walking.

Gon set Killua on the couch and instructed Killua to stand up. Killua grabbed onto Gon's hands to steady himself when trying to stand up. It took all of Killua energy to stand up by himself.

"Geez... that was tiring..." Killua exhaled. Gon smiled, "Mhm, if you get too tired let me know." Killua nodded and sat back down on the couch. "Kay, stand up and sit back down a few more times. Once you're done with that, I'm going to have you try and walk." Gon said. Killua hummed and stood up and sat back down.

Killua's legs were shaking like crazy after his third time of standing up and sitting back down. Killua breathed heavily, "I-I need a- break." Killua breathed. Gon sat down next to him and put a hand on his back, "Mkay."

After a few minutes Gon stood up again and signaled for Killua to stand. Killua shakily stood and held onto Gon's hands. Gon stepped back a little, hands still connected with Killua's and Killua took a shaky step forward. Killua breathed and took another step towards Gon, but his legs gave out on him. Gon caught him right away and carried Killua to the couch. "I told you to not overdo it." Gon said. Killua focused on his breathing for a few seconds, "S-sorry..." Gon sighed and leaned back on the couch.

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