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Petals

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Ship;Macau & Porchay :)
Enjoy !
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Involves : Hanahaki Disease - which the victim coughs up flower petals when they suffer from one-sided love.It ends when the beloved returns their feelings or when the victim dies.It can be cured through surgical removal, but when the infection is removed, the victim's romantic feelings for their love will also disappear.
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His voice, his smile, his eyes, his
caring, sweet personality,
everything about Porchay made me fall deeper for him every day

I couldn't help it! Every time I
looked at him, there was another
thing I found to love

I hated it
I hated loving him so much
But I just couldn't stop

Today Vegas,Pete and I were having lunch at the main family's house today ,which gave me mixed feelings of happiness or sadness by seeing him near yet so far from me

During the dinner I kept spacing out, which soon resulted in me having a coughing fit as if I was chocking, the others started to get worried and wouldn't stop asking me
what was wrong

"I'm fine guys"was always my
reply, even if it was far from the
truth

I felt like I was suffocating,my
throat was swollen from coughing
up so many flower petals and my
lungs were struggling to expand
through the maze of thorns growing
in my chest

There was only one thing keeping
me alive, but that one thing was also
killing me Porchay

I needed to live for him, needed to
see him everyday and make sure he
was alright, but he was also the
reason for the garden of flowers
growing in my chest

I was silent as I listened to them
laugh and joke around, but my eyes
scrunched up in pain as I swallowed
the petals I could feel them rising in my throat

Thorns caught on the sensitive skin as they were forced back into my chest to constrict my lungs

I quickly excused myself and
sprinted to the bathroom, slamming
the door behind me as I started
coughing uncontrollably

Small, white petals coming from my
throat with every cough, each
painted in thick, crimson red from my blood

This was becoming a normal routine
for me, as freaky as that sounds, so I
couldn't help but not be surprised

By these petals and it's thorns being ripped opening my throat, from my flesh as I gagged it out

Blood dripped down my chin to the
already stained tiled floor as I stared
at the flower in my lap, thinking back to the times it didn't
hurt to breathe

Feeling as my lungs are closing up trying my hardest to think of his face although knowing this is the reason as to why I am in this state makes it feel numb, feeling my eyes start to be in and out of vision hearing very little the screams the come from my passed out state

-Hours later-
I woke up to the sound of voices and
soft sniffles around me

"Please be okay,Macau ..."

Opening my eyes slowly, a bright,
vivid light suddenly made me close
them again,groaning dramatically, I
flung a hand over my face and tried
to block out the light

"Oh my god, he's awake!"Tankhun  screeched, making me groan
again. Everything was too loud

"Shut up, before I slap you." My voice was hoarse and croaky, I barely
recognised it. It hurt to even talk