Playing With The Devil

Chapter 35

I woke up a while later. My entire body felt stiff and when I attempted to move, it only shot pain up me. As I opened my eyes a little more, I noticed that Aidan and Jesse weren't on the mattress with me anymore. They had wrapped me up in a blanket and I was still clutching Aidan's Koala.

"...regression is what he said."

I heard Jesse's voice and my eyes gaze upwards to see Jesse laying on top of Aidan on the couch. They seemed to be deep in conversation. Aidan's hands rested on Jesse's hips while Jesse had his arms wrapped around Aidan.

"I just kind of... slip back to a certain age where I need to feel safe and cared for," Aidan shrugged. "Usually happens after intense moments."

"You did seem a bit scared over what I did..." he admitted.

His arms tightened around Aidan. His face had fallen a bit, maybe still unsure of his actions. Aidan smiled as he kissed Jesse's forehead.

"I'm relaxed now, and Gabe wanted it, okay?" Aidan said affirmatively. "He can take it... and I was feeling a lot of emotions. Just a lot, I didn't um... I'm still not sure..."

"Do you want to talk about it?" he asked gently.

"I was just... scared for Gabe, even though I knew he wanted it, but also... turned on," Aidan said quietly. "I wanted it to happen to me too. Your check-ins definitely helped."

"Oh, I did well, huh?" Jesse replied, grinning.

"Mhm," Aidan giggled. "It helped me get my head straight and hearing Gabe tell you it felt good, I needed that."

Jesse nodded, burying his face into Aidan's neck. He whispered something against his skin, causing Aidan to shiver. When Jesse pulled his head back up to hear Aidan's answer, all Aidan did was turn his head away shyly and play with the edges of Jesse's shirt.

"We wouldn't go too far," Jesse said.

My eyebrows drew together. Watching this unfold, I was both curious and concerned about where this was going. Aidan shrugged lightly, his head turning back towards Jesse.

"Kissing and touching only, get a taste for it if you want," Jesse explained further.

I still wasn't entirely sure what he meant by it. I only heard bits and pieces after all. But I kept my eyes on them, even if it was painful to move, I wouldn't hesitate to rip him off Aidan's body. Aidan nodded slowly, whispering a small yes. With the consent out there, Jesse leaned his head back into Aidan's neck, kissing along it slowly. Aidan relaxed under him and moaned softly at the feeling. Jesse moved one of his arms out from under Aidan and held his waist instead. He started rolling his hips against Aidan's body, his hand slipping down into Aidan's pants. That's when I had to control myself, as Aidan pushed against Jesse's hand. 'A taste' of CNC.

"Stop it," Aidan whimpered.

"Just lay still, baby, I'll make you feel good," Jesse nipped at his neck.

Aidan shook his head, his hands going up to Jesse's chest and pushing harder.

"No-... No, please, Jesse," he cried.

That would have been too loud. If I wasn't awake already, it would have woken me up and I would have had no context for what was happening. It would seem like he was actually trying to hurt Aidan.

"Shush, baby," Jesse hissed, his hand moving around in Aidan's pants. "We don't want to wake Gabe, remember?"

"I don't want to be touched there, please," Aidan said, lowering his voice. "Please, Jesse."

"You're going to feel good, Aidan, I promise," Jesse replied, holding Aidan in place so he could work.

Aidan's body stiffened at those words, and at the continued touch, his mouth forming a tight line. He squeezed his eyes shut. The only noise was soft whimpers and heavy breathing.