"And That's how I met you father Catalina & Raymour Jr" I said. I laid in bed looking back at the time we had together before he passed away. Retelling the story of how he fell in love & how I lost him.
He didn't tell me he was going to die. He wanted last memory with me to be the happiest of one and it was. But, it was the most heartbreaking one too.
I never thought I would be able to live without him but here I am living but not really. I miss him every day and I will until my day comes and we finally reunite.
I promise I would keep him alive and that's what I'm going to do because he is alive... in my memories we happened and I never forget it for as long as I live because passion and love like that deserve to be remembered. I'll make sure that his kids don't either. They deserve to know him and all he was.
They snuggled next to me wanting to hear more but that's all of it. The good and the bad and the pain that came with losing him in the end. It's funny I fought not to lose him and lost him anyways. I guess we are soulmates but in another lifetime. He was and will always be the love of my life. It was always off a cliff, Bonnie & Clyde.
It's been 18 years. My babies are grown up. I never thought I would ever be able to live without him. It doesn't feel like I'm living. But I
made him a promise I would live my fullest life. And that's what I'm going to do.
"Until we met again the love of my life" I say to the sky like he's hearing me. I know he's here I feel him. He is always here with us.
Raymour
I watch as Athena is retelling the story of how we met to our kids. She lays in her bed with
our kids on either side of her laying their heads on her chest. Their about 18. A boy and a girl twins. I laid next to them but they can't hear me or see me. I tell the story from my part and pretend they could hear me speaking to them.
I was right there the whole time they were growing up. I watched her go through the grief of me dying her dropping to the floor the day she found out, all the way to the day my child were born and now.
Athena has short hair now. She dresses like a mother covered from shoulder to toe. But today she dressed in a pencil skirt and a black backless top.
She looks happy now. That's all I wanted for her even if it's not with me. I kiss her forehead even though she can't feel me. I will always be retelling my part our story because love like our deserves to be told because we had a love that only existed in fairytale and romance books.
Until we meet again my love,
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Brother's best friend: Raymour & Athena
RomansaRaymour I knew she was forbidden but that didn't keep me from craving her with my whole being. She was an addiction, my addiction with equal parts pain and pleasure. Pain because I couldn't be without her and couldn't be with her and pleasure becaus...
