forever • hyewon

i miss you

hyeju pov

it's been a few days since me and gowon made up.

life was nice. christmas is soon and i got gowon the perfect present.

me and gowon had planned on going to a club today.

get drunk

have fun

what college is really about!

"hey bro!" yeojin said to me when i sat down for lunch.

"wassup yeojin!!"

"what are you eating?"

"i wasn't hungry but gowon told me to eat so i'm just gonna eat some rice" i told her

"oh rice is bussin bussin" she replied

"on god"

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time skip

"gowon! are you ready?" i asked as pounded on the bathroom door.

"hyeju... i feel sick" i heard her say.

i opened the door and saw her bent over the toilet throwing up...

"what happened?" i asked her as i got on my knees next to her.

"i don't know i just felt really sick after lunch so i went to try and throw up and i've been here ever since." she told me.

"i'm sorry" she added

"for what?" i asked.

"i can't go to the club anymore..." she said.

"it's okay. we can just spend time at my place! jungeun is visiting her parents until christmas eve so we'll be alone" i told her in my most gentle voice.

"really?" she asked as she looked over at me

"yeah!" i told her and gave her my most reassuring smile.

"okay." she told me.

"you don't have to stay here if you don't want to. i know it's pretty gross to see someone throw up..." she said.

"i want to make sure you are okay" i told her.

"thank you." she whispered.

i gave her a small hug

it was all going well...

until she threw up again.

i looked away but i continued to rub her back. i don't know if it helps her in any way. i just want to know that i'm here to help

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after hours of throwing up, she started to feel a little bit better.

"let's go!" i said as i grabbed her hand.

we made it to my dorm and i gave her some pills and water.

"i hope this does something" i told her as she sat down on the island chairs.

"thank you." she said. "it's no problem!" i replied. "so what happened?" i asked as i sat next to her.

"i'm not sure i just felt terrible" she told me. "is it food poisoning?" i asked. "i don't think so. if it was i would still be throwing up." she told me.

"maybe you ate something a little old" i told her.

"maybe." she replied.

after that, it was silent.

nobody was talking

all i heard was the sound of the cup of water being put back on the table.

it started to feel a little awkward so i decided to ask her something.

"i have mario cart. do you want to play?" i asked.

"sure!" she said.

i got up to turn the wii on.

i gave her a controller and we started playing.

"who are you gonna be?" she asked me.

"i don't know but you should be bowser since you look like him" i told her.

she gasped and shoved me into the couch.

"rude!" i said.

"here i'm sorry. let me help you." she said as she put her arm out.

i grabbed her hand and she flung me to the ground.

"HAHAHA!" she yelled

that bitch

i got up and grabbed her controller.

"give it back!" she yelled.

"no!" i said as i stuck my tongue out at her.

she jumped at me trying to get it back.

that turned in wrestling.

"give it!" she said

"if you want it so bad get it yourself!" i replied.

she groaned and tried to pry it from my hands.

i kicked her arm off and started running from her

"you'll never catch me!" i teased as i ran out the door.

"you bitch!" i heard her yell.

i looked back and saw her running at full speed to catch up to me.

it was pretty late so many people were in there dorms making it easier to run around.

i ran outside holding the controller for my life

i looked back and saw her collapse.

i started running toward her.

shit

why did i think this was a good idea

she was already sick

fuck

what's wrong with me

i caught up to her and got on my knees.

"are you okay?" i asked as i put the controller down.

no answer.

i looked around for someone to help when i heard someone.

"now i am!" they said.

i turned around to see gowon holding the controller.

"what the fuck! i thought you died or something!!" i yelled.

she started laughing at me. "you should seen your face." she told me.

i put on my saddest face.

she clearly saw that i was upset.

"i'm sorry hyeju." she told me.

"it's okay!" i said as i stole the controller from her hands.

"HAHA!" i laughed as i ran back inside.

i made sure to run slower this time so that she didn't throw up again.

i got into my dorm and ran into my room. i locked the door when i heard her come the dorm.

"hyejuie! please give it back..." she whined.

"no!" i replied.

"please?"
"no"
"pretty please?"

"no"

"pretty pretty please!"

"no"
"pretty pretty pretty please?"

"i told you no!!" i replied.

"whatever." she said.

after that i heard nothing. i decided to wait a little just in case.

after maybe 20 minutes of waiting i got up and unlocked the door. i opened it and started to look for gowon.

i found her on the couch sleeping.

"aish" i said.

i carried her into my bed and let her sleep.

"goodnight." i whispered as i tucked her in.

i went to jungeuns room to sleep there if gowon didn't like me to sleep with her.