My Baby

Strip club and dollar bills

It's been 5 months since Tyler and the boys left and graduation happened, Tyler had kept his promise and called everyday, but he stopped doing that after a month, I don't know if he is ok, if he is hurt, if he is dead, and the worst part of it all is...

I'm 4 1/2 months pregnant with Tyler's baby. I found out that I was expecting twins ... I identical twins at that.

1 boy and 1 girl

I have been working my ass off ever since school ending. I wanna get my own house, my dad offered to buy me one but I wanna earn it myself.

It's hard being pregnant and not knowing if your baby daddy is alive or not. None of the boys contacted me either so i dont know if they are ok either.

My dad is pretty pissed at them to but there isn't really anything he can do. I need to stop overthinking this whole situation and get ready for work.

I work at Martha's diner until I can go to NYU to get my law degree, I want to become a Lawyer for the Vipers, until my dad retired and handed me to be the Dona of our mafia, but only if the 1st born is a boy, it has to be blood. So technically Liam couldn't be Don because he wasn't the first born, so my dad has to wait until Ryder is 21 to retire so Ryder can take over.

I'll just become the lawyer for the gang instead.

I get dressed into a cute yellow dress with a white collar. I got into my black Honda NSX, which was my grad present from my parents.

I also just realized my birthday is in a week. Anyway I hook my phone up the Bluetooth in my car and I play 'Pour it up' by 'Rihanna' I sing along

'Strip club and dollar bills
I still got my money
Patron shots, can I get a refill?
I still got my money
Strippers goin' up and down that pole
And I still got my money
Four o'clock and we ain't going home
'Cause I still got my money
Money make the world go 'round
I still got my money
Bands make your girl go down
And I still got my money
Lot more where that came from
I still got my money
The look in your eyes, I know you want some
I still got my money'

Next song that came on was 'Loveeee song' by guess who... 'Rihanna' I love her

'Oh, baby
I'm not asking for the world, maybe
You can give me what I want, baby
Come hold me tight and when I'm drowning, save me
Give it to me on a daily
If I'm your girl, say my name boy, let me know I'm in control
We both grown so how we feel we can let it show
(I-I-I) won't play around
(I-I-I) I wanna lay you down
(I-I-I) I need you now, I need you now, oh-oh, oh'

And the very last song I could listen to before I got to work was 'it will rain' by 'Bruno Mars' bet you thought it was by Rihanna again... Right?

'cause there'll be no sunlight if I lose you baby,
And there be no clear skies if I lose you baby,
And just like the clouds my eyes will do the same,
If you walk away,
Everyday it'll rain, rain, rain'

After my concert I go inside the diner, putting on my white work sneakers, putting my hair into a messy braid or as Liam likes to call it, an Elsa braid. I go out behind the cash register to grab my white apron with my notepad and wait for customers to come in. Like a month ago I had to get a bigger uniform and I'm gonna have to keep doing that until I have the babies.

I hear the bell by the door go off which means someone walked in, normally I would be right at their service but today was a rough morning with Ryder. He is almost 2 which makes me wanna cry. He said his first word yesterday. And it was "mama" I did cry when he said that. But he was not fun to deal with this morning but I love him so it's ok.