i walk past them and i hear them giggling. i am so fucking stupid.
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steve sees me and he walks with me. "hey!" he says happy. "hm?" i say back not looking at him. "what's wrong?" he replies confused grabbing my wrist. "ouch!" i welp, "can you leave me alone right now? thanks." i walk away.
i see my little brother and i hug him tight. "mike, i love you. always know that, okay?" i say while hugging him. "uhh i love you too, are you okay?" he asks worried. "i'm fine, don't worry about me." i say fake smiling.
i let him go and i go into my 1st period. i see eddie and steve talking and instantly look at me and they stop talking. what the fuck?
"what are you guys talking about." i say annoyed, "nothing." steve and eddie whisper at the same time. weird. "mhm." i reply. i don't look at steve at all. how is he gonna say that him and nancy broke up last night and ask me to stay over, and kiss me. and cuddle me. and say to keep his clothes, and then giggle with her the next morning.
the bell rings and i get up fast. steve chases after me as usual. he's obviously is worried about me. why? i don't know.
"y/n what is wrong with you?" steve grabs my wrist again. "steve stop touching my wrist, please! and you know what is wrong. last night you were all over me at the party, kissing me, hugging me, lending me your clothes, asking me to stay, cuddling me, and then today you were laughing with nancy." i try saying catching my breath. "y/n, that was just a drunk mistake."
steves pov
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oh shit. what did i just say. omg i just ruined everything.
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"oh." i say looking down. "y-" steve tries to let out but i cut him off. "nope, it was just a drunk mistake, gotcha." i say walking away to go to the girls bathroom. i fucking knew it. i called it too. omg i'm so stupid.
i run into the bathroom stall and lock it, and i start to cry.
im so fucking stupid. i can't believe i actually started to feel something for him.
i thought to myself.
i call my mom while trying to not cry.
"mom, please can you come pick me up." i say trying to hold my tears in. "honey, what's wrong? are you okay." and there it is, i start crying again. "no mom, please just come and get me." , "okay, hold up. i'll come and get you. but tell me what's wrong?" she says worried.
i can't right now, "later mom, love you. i'll see you soon." i say wiping my tears. "yes honey, i'm on my way."
i walk outside the stall and i grab a paper towel and wet it under the sink, i wipe my whole face to cool off. nancy walks in.
"aww is poor y/n crying?" she says laughing. "shut the fuck up." i say annoyed. "make me, hoe." she says serious this time. "i heard you slept with steve?" she says walking up behind me. "what?" i say turning around. "who would want to sleep with someone... like you?" she says looking me up and down in disgust.
"obviously steve would?" i say pushing her off of me. "get the fuck away from me." i say turning around to look myself in the mirror. she walks out.
my face looks okay now so i walk to the office to wait for my mom. i see nancy crying. "mrs wheeler, in my office now." the principal says.
i swear to god if she snitched on me for nothing. plus how did she do that so quickly. what a faker.
