BTS ONESHOTS - b X b

Fragile (Taekook-ish)

tw: tr@nsph0bi@, gaslighting, manipulation, gender dysphoria

a/n: pls let me know if you think i should add more tw s.
for context, jungkook is transmasc and does in fact identify as non-binary. (important to note.)
and yes, i am projecting onto him. this is quite literally an experience i had about a month ago.
vent project 2

jungkook was patiently swaying on the local park's swing while fidgeting with his fingers. his boyfriend, taehyung, sat swinging beside him. taehyung had a very serious look on his face. he was thinking hard, jungkook could tell.

jungkook was a bit nervous. when his boyfriend texted him wanting to talk about something, his stomach dropped. jungkook had been spending the night with his best friend yoongi at the time so he quickly panicked and turned to yoongi for reassurance. yoongi told him to keep texting to see if there was any other indication of it being bad.

taehyung was fast to tell jungkook that it was nothing bad. he even promised. jungkook's gut wrenching resolved then, no longer feeling scared. it was likely a checkup on how their relationship was doing after getting back together after breaking up a few weeks before. jungkook had regretted breaking up with taehyung a few days after he had done it. it was the week of his birthday, he had been quarantined for that week, it was a week before school was over, he was stressed. and of course taehyung just had to take his jealousy to a whole new level. it was too much for jungkook. on top of that, taehyung had owed him money for the last two months and still wasn't remembering to return it to jungkook, despite paying yoongi back the day after he borrowed it.

jungkook felt stepped on all the time. that's why he broke up with taehyung. but, he was a weak boy. a mere kid. someone who wanted the broken attention taehyung gave to him whenever he felt like it. they got together again a week after the ordeal and taehyung swore he had changed. he promised he was different and that he loved jungkook so much.

and it was fine. everything was perfect. jungkook and taehyung kissed and hugged and held hands. the two even snuck to the downstairs bathroom during classes to kiss and giggle and hold each other for a while. jungkook had truly thought it was perfect. it was.

taehyung sent another text sharing how he hadn't thought it was bad, but jungkook could. the bitter sensation was back in his stomach and he quivered. he was scared again. the two made plans to go to the park after their friendgroup hung out to talk things through.

the next day, jungkook, taehyung, yoongi and their mutual friend—although closest with jungkook and taehyung—jimin hung out at yoongi's since his apartment was near the park jungkook and taehyung had wanted to go to afterward.

jimin and taehyung brought a homemade cake that they had chaotically decorated themselves and they ate it through laments of missing sophomore year already. they all had fun celebrating the end of sophomore year and played on yoongi's xbox. jungkook even let jimin and taehyung play on his nintendo switch. everything was perfect. taehyung was touchy and cute and asked for cuddles and kisses constantly. jungkook couldn't bear to say no—not that he wanted to.

eventually, the fun came to an end when yoongi expressed needing to go work.

jungkook received a tight hug from his best friend. yoongi smiled softly and tried his best to assure jungkook that taehyung just wanted to talk about something stupid, nothing serious enough to worry himself to death. jungkook wiped at his damp eyes and nodded. taehyung gave him a look of concern. jungkook shrugged and took his boyfriend's hand and said farewell to yoongi.

jimin lived right next to the park they were going to so he stuck around for the short walk to it before saying goodbye.

and now jungkook was here. waiting for taehyung to say something.