The poor girl

The death

You have 10 days I paused I think my mum pause ten days are you joking I'm dead all of my soup everything dead why why why.Jessica got sent home early from school and she want be going back because what's the point she did have a party before se went to the hospital and just waited there felling weird like they were felling sorry for I little girl like me well don't be I want to die I hate my life I want to die oh **** I have shouted that across hospital and there are doctors running to me as saying it will be ok don't worry but I didn't really care I wasn't scared or was i for leaving my mum all alone because my dad die leaving her with no one but the stars that shine throw our window witch she can look at a pretended it's me I love mum but I have to go bye mum bye I walked in to the room at the doctors I shouted bye to my mum for the last time and treats came down bye mum I love you bye forever.she didn't let go she came running in don't worry sweetie I will be with you for the whole time no matter what happens no matter if you don't want me here I want you to be here trust me I love you mum I Just don't want you to see me like this dead my mum started to cry your not dead Jessica there is a 10% chance you will stay alive and were all going to fight for that 10% but you have to do the most work ok I had a tumour if you don't know what that is it's basically some thing growing in my thats shouldn't be there and know they have to cut it out I hold my mums hand as they make me fall asleep.When there doing the operation my mum keeps holding my hand I'm boy sure why they let her stay there but they did.The operation is done and they tell my mum if I'm dead or alive you beautiful daughter is ........... my mum cries even more.She alive in my head u thought I don't want to be alive but my mum does she runs and gives me a hung never give up and never think negative that's all I have to say to any who had cancer that's what I did I stay strong just for my mum she better be ready this is the new Jessica the sad but happy girl who fights cancer.But then my mum had to go and if was alone but I guess it was ok I'm not like hazel from the fault in our stars when she stills has it for the rest of her life well I'm fine I'm not dead on the outside but I am in the inside I fell they took something out of me there a hole in my heart now let's go home