The poor girl

Alive again

I'm home great home it's so cool to not feel like a piece of crap and know I'm ok but I wish I didn't go throw this and I was normal and I could date a guy like jake he's this really cute boy and I really like him but yeah right why would any one like me 'cancer girl' that's what they call me I don't know why but they do I wish they didn't I do know why but still I'm not cancer girl any more I'm normal I am I really hate it I wish this never happened but I guess you can't change life I got to stay positive and be positive.RIGHT? I guess you have to I mean why not any way lets just go to school and see what happens.Well all of my friends are normal but they keep on asking how was it ? Did it go good? Aw you ok? I just say yes or nod my head for every thing because I don't really want to talk about it it is the past so why do you have to ask.Well I can't really blame them I would do that I mean I had CANCER that's really interesting to know but I kinda to want to talk because if I died I would of left my mum my poor mum.I love her she my mum but she like my best friend as well so that's why I love her more than everyone eels and if I can't be with her than I don't know what to do I wish I was with her I know I am with her but not like normal she always ask me if I'm ok but I wish she didn't.Its so annoying but I guess that's just what mums do right? I guess she just loves me that she doesn't want to let go.Teachers are so annoying as well they always tell me I don't need to do homework I hope they do know I'm not STUPID!!!!!