Mr.Meddows

Roger: the glass punching cheater

Today felt like the aftershock of a hurricane. Like the mess after a tornado comes through and destroys a city. Luckily Luke was gone for good, but it still didn't stop you from thinking about it. Everything went back to normal. You still woke up next to Roger. You still recorded every day. John was still there, making you all laugh. Freddie was still being his dramatic, dazzling self. Brian was still being considerate. And Mary was still by your side, loving you. "You feeling ok? I know yesterday threw everyone off course," Roger said, as you were making him breakfast. "I'm still a little shocked, but I'll be fine," you say giving him a soft smile. He held onto your waist, pulling you into a hug. You gave out a sigh. You all were almost done recording the album. You all have been working very hard on it, and you're so glad it's almost done. You got dressed in something rather comfortable, you didn't feel very energetic. However, Freddie had other ideas.

"We have another gig tonight! It's at the bar we went to lay night darlings. I told the bar owner that we might not want to come, but it's really up to Y/N. Do you want to go dear?" Freddie asked. You felt everyone turn to you. You hesitated for a bit. You were nervous, of course.  You looked up at Roger, who's eyes beamed with excitement. He obviously wanted to do another gig. The rest of them also seemed to want to do another one, and plus you guys did need the money. You just wearily nodded your head. "Fine," you say quietly. The way you said it turned out to be a bit more rude than you expected. You were just tired and wanted to sleep. Brian patted you on your back and you gave him a smile in return. "We don't have to," john said, picking up on the fact that you didn't really want to. "No, it's fine," you say, sighing. You were thinking about your dad again. You didn't know if he would be proud, or just pissed like he always was. You walk up to Mary. "I think I'm going to contact my dad," you say, whispering in her ear. Her eyes were shot with fear. You haven't ever wanted to mention your father in years, let alone wanted to have a conversation with him. "Are you sure?" Mary asks with a lump in her throat. "I don't know," you say. She rubs your back, trying to comfort you. "I'm always here for you Y/N," she says, a little louder. The boys were off playing with there instruments, so luckily they didn't hear you, but they could see you.

*A few hours later*

You guys were going out in 10 minutes. This the time when your anxiety really started to kick in. You started to get sweaty, and breathe heavy. Roger was still in the dressing room for some reason, and you really needed him to reassure you. "Rog, can you come here please?" you ask him nicely, and he comes out. "Nervous?" he asked you already knowing the answer. You just nod your head and he grabs your hand. You take your other hand and try to fix his hair. "Why is you hair so messy?" you say, playing with it. He just chuckled a little bit. He always loves it when you played with his hair, and it calmed you down. After a few minutes you go his hair looking decent and you felt relaxed. He gave you a peck on the cheek, and you guys went on stage. The audience went crazy for Roger. "Hello darlings!" Freddie said into the mic. The crowd went crazy again. "Today we have a few new songs, the first one being Love Of My Life," Freddie said looking at you. You immediately felt a blush surround your face. It was silent until you started playing your piece. Freddie sang beautifully like always as the crowd cheered and clapped. However, in a crowd of 100 great people, there always one asshole. He was a white guy, probably in his 40s, and was wasted. "Boo! Get the slut and the Paki off the stage, will ya?" You guys ignore him, but his insults kept getting worse. You glanced over at Roger, who was already looking at you. His face was plastered with anger and confusion.

After playing a few other songs, you all went offstage. "What was that guys deal?" you ask Freddie. "I don't know darling, just some random weirdo," Freddie said, shrugging his shoulder. You waited for Roger to get backstage and you link arms with him. You went to the bar, holding hands. It was very crowded, and people swarmed you all as you went up to the bar. The girls screamed at Roger to get his attention. Of course he ignored them and said how he was taken, and a lot of them just gave you dirty looks. "I'm going to talk to bri," you say to Roger. Roger nodded and ordered another drink. Brian was sitting by himself. Fred and John were sitting together, and he was alone. "Hey Brian," you say, and his head shot up to look at you. "Good job out there," Brian said patting your shoulder. "Thanks," you say giving him a smile. "Who's the girl?" you ask him. He seemed confused at first, until he remembered the girl he talked to the last time you guys were at a bar. "Her names Christine," Brian said, blushing. You never saw him blush before, it was honestly weird. "That's great," you say. You go back over to Roger and see him talking to some girl. "Rog..who's this?" you ask him. "His girlfriend, who the hell are you bitch?" she said, in an annoyed tone. The words stung you. His girlfriend. Has he been cheating on you this whole time? Everything that you two have been through felt like it was crumbling now. All the time you've spent together was slipping through your fingers. The pain of her words hurt, more than you could imagine. You couldn't even look at Roger. He tried to get your attention but you walked away. You were sad, mad, and overwhelmed. And then came the waterworks. You ran over to Brian. You pulled him into a hug crying. "Woah, what's wrong," he said, hugging you back. "He's cheating on me," you say. "What? That's impossible, he loves you. I'm sure it's just a misunderstanding," Brian said, trying to comfort you. "Wait, do you think he's cheating on you with a long haired brunette, who's wearing a black dress?" Brian asked, looking at a girl the Roger just shoved off. "Y-yeah," you say. You stopped crying and was just confused. "He just blew her off then," Brian said. You were even more confused at this point. You look over to see Roger coming your way.

"I'm going to talk to Freddie, keep him here as long as you can," you whisper to Brian. You start swiftly making over your was to Freddie, who sees you walking. Your mascara is running down your face, and it left streaks on your cheeks. "Where you crying darling?" Freddie asks, as he sees you walking over. "I think..he was cheating on me," you say to Fred. Freddie turns over to see Brian and Rog talking to each other. "He was with some girl, and when I asked him who she was, she said that she was his girlfriend," you say to Freddie. Roger was able to leave his conversation with Brian and walk over to you. Freddie gives Roger a stink eye, and John just gives him an awkward glance. "Can I please talk to you Y/N," Roger says, grabbing your hand. You quickly pull away. Roger soon went from feeling mad, to feeling furious. He walked outside, and you heard him hit something. It was shortly followed with Roger screaming fuck. It was so loud that everyone in the bar walked outside to see what it was. Roger punched glass that was on a mirror outside of the bar. He had cuts in his hand and a big shard of glass in his hand. He was loosing a lot of blood, and quickly. You rush to him. "Someone call 999," you yell. John called and told them the situation. You heard a siren coming. Roger was cut deep in thigh too. The ambulance came quickly. They got Roger into the car. You were going to ride with him, but didn't know if you should. "Ma'am, if you're riding with him, please come into the car now," a nurse said. You hop into the car, along with Brian. They put an oxygen mask on Roger, and he falls into a deep slumber. "Are you still mad at him?" Brian asks, as you both ride into the ER. "I'm more mad at myself," you say to him. You still didn't know if Roger was cheating, and you wouldn't know until tomorrow.

This one is super long but pretty we written. Thanks y'all for sticking with the book :) love you